If you simply have a problem with being Indian, I would suggest two things. Either: 1. You learn to be proud of your culture. It is after all way cooler than, say, British culture. or: 2. Ask your Latina girl to assimilate you into her culture - join "La Raza". I can almost guarantee she'll do it. I know most latinas have this in their culture. I'm sure many people will see you as a "sell out", but it's really your choice and it can be a pretty rewarding experience. Why do you feel that it's wrong that Indians are below Whites on the race ladder? Why do you feel that it's wrong that your people worship Whites? By serving Whites you're contributing to the progress of humanity. Look at India for example. There are 900 million gypsies in various shades of brown leading meaningless existences in total squalor. The least they can do is earn their keep by trying to be useful to those that seek to maintain civilization. It doesn't matter if they are White Indians, White Latinos or White Europeans. The important part is that by doing something for them you are also doing something for yourself.