"black metal"? That is for socially inept losers. Like you. Okay, never-mind carry on. People who always want to be special always say the same shit..."oh I'm so above all pop culture, I'm so sophisticated...blah blah"
Let me translate: "I have no friends. I'm a loser. As such, I am mad at the world, so in my isolation, I reject the world, and do things others don't. This way I can try to create some false superiority to those I wish would give me the time of day." haha
Unlike you I'm about to get laid...good night. :-)