[vulikox]

It's always refreshing to read differeing insights and explanations and thoughts. Too bad they're not always the exact same, but then that would make life too simple and even unfair, because if we can't even decide our own truths that just sounds like every bad system I've ever heard about.

I guess I only asked this because maybe everyone's wording is different, and like BlueTiger mentioned, some people may rely on their guides for the most trivial thing. I'm not really one to say what to ask your guide for help though. Personally, just knowing they exist might just be enough for me. But I do know myself, and I know that I will always want more, so hopefully if I do get to know my guides, I will be wise enough to "drive myself around" at the very least without relying on them.

Lemongrass, I remember! But "grumpy" people also seem to be the most blunt, and blunt always seems to be honesty in a sea of sugar-coated words. He was right that I really need to be dedicated in all this in order to get anywhere, and maybe just wanting relief from panic attacks won't be enough of a catalyst, let's call it, to become spiritual. Plus I need to learn to find determination in meditating, at the very least.

I almost refuse to think of guides as "servants" :P And I try not to think about what eternity really signifies, it's difficult enough staying grounded as it is.

Maybe I just need to read other perspectives that portray guides more as "guides", and less as our personal butlers?