[JackieC]

I had a bout of depression and doubt come on tonight, it buubled up and my ego was struggling to deal with it, shooting off all over the place looking for a reason why I was feeling this way. Once it had passed I began to wonder if it was just something that had just arisen because of the way it is and my ego was looking for a reason in its struggle to stop feeling it.

Your thoughts on the matter are welcome.