I feel so lost
 

I feel so lost. Today he gave me divorce papers which he made online in Utah here (https://divorceonlineutah.com/utah-f...divorce-forms/) . I surmise I realized it was coming yet it was as yet a stunner. We had discussed holding up on the grounds that we actually have a girl at home in school and she graduates in December. Well he came in my room (we have separate rooms) and revealed to me he's tired of me. I have constant agony and I've been managing extreme wretchedness and nervousness recently. I was crying and revealing to him how I've been buckling down to remain alive of late in light of the fact that the downturn is so awful and he said "better believe it and I suppose you can't set aside a few minutes for me?"