[reachmanxx]

I'm wondering how terrible it's gonna be tomorrow on the scale. I can't even believe I did it...I just snapped.

The last few days I've been struggling, I'm just so weary of this diet.

Today is my last day on drops - R2P2VLCD30 and I've lost 14.5lbs.

And I just cheated with these healthy pumpkin pancakes I made for my kids:

1/4 cup cottage or ricotta cheese
2 eggs
1/4 cup pumpkin
1/4 tsp cinnamon
1 tsp vanilla
1/2 tsp baking powder
1 TBS flaxseed
1 packet Truvia

The recipe made about 6 very thin pancakes and I had three.

How bad did I screw myself?

I'm so mad at myself but at the same time I am just DONE with this diet.

Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated.