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friends,

i call myself shin'ar, which translates roughly as lord of the fire.
i would like to tell you all about an experience i had many years ago in a meditative state.
i found myself adrift, as though in space, but i was not my physical body. i was more what seemed to be one of millions upon millions of musical notes ascending into the air. i was actually caught up in a grand collective of adoration and prayer. it was as though i had suddenly been revealed the true scope and magnitude of the many millions of others who were also doing the same as i. and collectively we all ascended to our goal. i could virtually look all around me and see countless musical notes climbing to the higher places.
now i do not recall reaching that goal, or how i began that journey. i simply know that whatever i was caught up in was as real as the air i breathe, and that many others were involved in, consciously or not, the same event.
from that time on i have always known that we are not individuals, as we perceive ourselves, but we are part of a whole that is constantly moving toward a very specific goal.
i will relate more, as i continue in other posts, as to how that journey relates to the things i have learned and come to understand, over the following decades, and how it very much coincides with much of what i hear from ra here in this source of information.