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It really disturbs me why my mentality has changed after living abroad so long. When I come to India be, it for a holiday end of every year, or at other times for functions invited to by relations and expect everything to be like they are abroad?

To an average Indian there is nothing wrong the way he gets on in life. Everything is normal and it certainly is his way of living. He does not think he needs my advice to do things differently or even ignores my theories for improvement of the Indian society.

Did all my ways of thinking and attitudes change because I went abroad? Yes it was a big mistake deciding to go abroad and coming back with my brain completely full of western rubbish and call everything in India rubbish.

At times I think that the 1.22 billion population of India should be sent abroad for a few years to help them to think the way I do. On the other hand if everyone who goes abroad and decides to stay back India either would be entirely deserted or have its high population problem be solved.

Ultimately this may be a dream solution. Then when I come to India on various errands it would the quietest place on earth. I would never stop dreaming or am I an eccentric? Well you can express your opinion.