[corkBrobe]

I don't need money that much anyway. My rent is too high to begin with, I could live in another place and I will when I get back from the States. In fact, I can get any location with this rent, probably the same room as well. So that's only awesome.

I'd like to have enough money to do few things regularly, like get my gym card back. It's not that expensive really, it's like 30 euros per month so I'll probably manage to get it back when I get back. I've been promised a raise when I get back from the States. It's actually a considerable raise, 300 euros more per month, minus taxes. That'll actually get me by. It just sucks that I took a hit too early so now it'll take time to recover, but when I get that raise, I'll be OK. My salary is still very low, but it goes a long way in my books, that extra money.

That, plus I get bonus in States, so I get by there as well. I just need to ride out this 2 months first, then it'll start to get better slowly. It'll probably take me a year to get back to my normal financial state but I'll be eating so not that big of a deal. It still sucks!

[HaroldMY]

You are not feeling my pain, I will kick you in the baby machine and then you know!

Ok maybe I won't do it. Listen, I took this risk and I'm going through with it. It' snot only dream job, but it actually pays extremely well once I'm done with this crap stage. That's why I also never worried about money, because I'm almost guaranteed to have a good salary in few years. But it will take those few years first. So I have to stick to my guns and wait this one to be over first. The quicker I work, the quicker I get to the level of salary I want. It's stupid, the gaps are ridiculous. For example my boss makes more than 4 times the money I do. Maybe 5 times. And then he has extra income on top of that. So he can't even relate to my situation. And he could make more if he wanted, so I'm looking that same thing.

I could make better money almost right away by taking one of them jobs from the industry. But I would not change this for industry position. I don't even want to work industry, I want them to be my client but I don't want a position from any company. I'm very free to do what I want and if I took one of those jobs, it would limit me a lot. So for now, I have to be poor. It's OK. I already know I wouldn't be any more happier if I made 1000 euros a month more. I never had much money so it's not like I'm in shock. But the thought of working couple of hours OT every day and still not making the bills, it just sucks. The thought sucks. And I have things I want to do right now but they cost, and they don't even cost that much to do but I can't.

Oh well. Maybe some lucky girl will come and have sex with my poor ass. I know I deserve it, but I'm not sure who the lucky girl would be.

[truportodfa]

Lori is a pervert.

Anyways, yeah, I'm not worried long term. I'm more like... stuck right now. I might consider that loan pretty soon. I don't have to be miserable. And I don't need to spend a lot either.

I like you AC. You are much fun