[YmolafBp]

This past December I was outed where I work for who and what I am. The resulting experience caused me to circle the wagons and go into deep hiding. Several friends began to distance themselves from me and there was an obvious pack mentality to shun me as word got around. The level of outcast was complete with anxiety over losing my source of income and gaining a scarlet letter for any future attempts to work in my field. In short, I had lost the anonymity all of us rely on to maintain our awareness and ability to resist.

One of the things I did (and I honestly thought this was "it") was to PM JQP and tell him I was gone as a GSUS member. I also did this at some other sites, as well as doing damage control with my family. In short, it was a visceral reaction to the threat of exposure and the consequences that go with it. But then I had an epithany. I was playing into the exact cause and effect that silences so many critics of the evil and corruption that permeates our world. It was a first-person experience for me to feel the pressure of choosing to shut down as a matter of survival.

And there you have the reason why, in a nutshell, that people do not confront the enemy. As long as people are afraid to venture outside their comfort zone there is no change. There is no accountability. There is only fear and the clearing of a path for more corruption and evil. The agents of slavery march on knowing this, and until recently I had not given it credit for how powerful it really is as a method of intimidation.

So why have I returned under these circumstances? Because I had a choice to make - be honest with myself and my beliefs, or become just another faceless drone they can walk all over. Today I don't know if my professional future is intact or not. I won't pretend I'm not concerned about it. But at least I am content to know I made a choice based on truth, not deception or personal comfort.

In my journey of discovery I have encountered many forks in the road. As we all know those forks are many times intentionally laid as traps or disinformation. This is another layer that compliments the base intimidation we experience for speaking out. No wonder the "sheep" (and really, that's a cliche by itself) are afraid and seek the reassurance of false prophets of authority. No matter what happens, it is more important to live with a free mind than to just live, and self-imposed censorship is death before dying. May God guide me through the minefields of treachery because I only have myself to blame for almost conceding to evil - almost.

[wallyfindme]

the 3 stages of truth; ridicule, anger, then acceptance....im alone at work too....no biggie several have made serious bank from my silver calls...no complaints from them.

[KongoSan]

I have had the feeling recently that the things I say and even think (I know right?) are not so anonymous and secretive. Some people in real life know how I feel, and all people have big mouths. It's kind of a sense of dread that these things, the truth, will come back to haunt me. It's dangerous to be in the vanguard.

That quote comes to mind, it's almost cliche here, but it's still very true.
"In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act."George Orwell

Truth does have the ultimate intrinsic value, but one can definitely be made to pay for it.

[Kilsimpaile]

The real true value in life comes from being on the side of truth, right and justice. Whether it is sticking up for the weak, or speaking your mind to authority, no man should be fearful of truth, right and justice. No matter WHAT the persecution may be.

You know you are on the right path, if the path is very lonely.

"If you find yourself on the side of the majority on ANY issue, check your premise". - Dr. Stuart Crane

[Hdzcxqoi]

To thine own self be true. Your courage is to admired and emulated. It is only because of the solitary acts of individuals on the path of spiritual self-discovery that a tipping point can be reached, absent other forces that may propel it. Go within and be in peace.
AT

[Charryith]

I would love to hear some of the juicy details that go with this story. There must be plenty.

Sorry to hear about your trouble though mrnhtbr2232. I've debated with myself, on more than 1 occasion, to nuke all my online profiles.

In the end, what comes will come. So far my decision to be in this 'info-war' for the long haul has kept me from taking such measures.

Best regards.

[Aozenee]

This past December I was outed where I work for who and what I am. The resulting experience caused me to circle the wagons and go into deep hiding.

No wonder the "sheep" (and really, that's a cliche by itself) are afraid and seek the reassurance of false prophets of authority. No matter what happens, it is more important to live with a free mind than to just live, and self-imposed censorship is death before dying. May God guide me through the minefields of treachery because I only have myself to blame for almost conceding to evil - almost.

you mean, they found out that you tell the truth about Judaism, 9-11, a corrupt US government ?

did they have a whisper campaign behind your back, "mrnhtbr2232 is anti-Semitic", or "mrnhtbr2232 is a conspiracy theorist", or what ?

just curious what you may have been accused of as your 'friends' tried to describe this facet of you that they may not have been aware of.

[Mearticbaibre]

I've been wrestling with some of the same issues...you are not alone. There is a dirty little secret that most of us don't want to face until we have to: awakening begets consequence.

dys

[Kilsimpaile]

I have already been through this years ago. Not that it doesnt surface now and again though.

Here is the sneaky truth of the matter: IM NOT A CRIMINAL.

Ive done NOTHING wrong. Ive injured no one. I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE.

The system wants you to be afraid to speak your mind. In person or online, they want you to know they are watching and listening at all times. They want you to know they have spies all around you, ready to rat you out at any moment.

The reason they want this, is because the truth is YOU are unstoppable as an individual. They know they must get you to defeat yourself. They know they cannot ever defeat your soul. Therefore they must get you to sell your soul to them, for nothing.

NEVER STOP BEING AN INDIVIDUAL.

NEVER.

[GfBTWMmV]

I've lived my whole life like this. No one has ever wanted to hear or listen to the truth. Family, teachers, friends. Not one of them. In fact I would say I have occasional aquaintences rather than friends. Schooling was pretty difficult because even a child can see it's all bollocks. It takes the school to wring it out of them.

[vvxtiopmx]

There are consequences to speaking the truth and consequences to not speaking the truth.

For those of you who, like myself, have not really been completely "outed", there are things we can do to prepare for the inevitable. I don't mean prepare ourselves, but prepare them.

Why? Association, thats what.

Once people find out you're an anti-Khazar-supremacist, their natural response will be to find fault in your character. The best defense is not to have any character faults.
"Being right" in the truth is OK for self-satisfaction, but more important is getting others to overcome the psychological hurdles and get a grasp on reality.
It's easy not to believe someone whom you think has poor character. Put yourself in the other guy's boots. If he has known you as someone who's word is good, who is intelligent and capable and who has been speaking about corruption in media, government and banking, and he has known you for years, it will be difficult for him to dismiss you out of hand.

There is much to be said about stratified deprogramming. Give people the truth in layers. Each succeeding layer will bring them closer to reality. Go too fast and you risk ruining your influence.

[Mearticbaibre]

"After a certain age, the mind has trouble letting go."
Morpheus

[DuePew]

Good to see you back, Mrnhtbr. I have been wondering about you.

Email me man.

[Carfanate]

Sto Validus


Stand Strong

[Mearticbaibre]

I view this as an important thread. The question that I wish more people would ask: if average people that are more aware than others are under pressure for expressing their viewpoints (or even for having their viewpoints discovered), what do you think would be the repercussions to policital leaders, clergy, media et al for expressing similar viewpoints?

dys

[Yfclciak]

Thank You mrnhtbr2232 for starting this thread. Believe me, I know how you’re feeling…
You are not alone. You give me solace in my own workplace dilemma.
I recently made some direct references regarding Zionism and the Criminal State to a coworker. Also, if a certain reference is taken out of context of the conversation it makes matters much worse on my part... I’m quite sure any day now the axe will fall and my indiscretion will be made known.
I am in a new field of work because my chosen profession is one of the worst in this economy and I have no prospects. I was happy to start over and was making progress within the company and even though it wasn’t ideal, I’ve busted my hump and have proven myself through consistent hard work, reliability and integrity. I also believe my bosses are fair but these issues close minds like a steel trap.
I am now struggling with the fact that I have a family and will likely never work in my either field again.
I just want to scream…
“I hate know one!!!! I just want people to wake up, see the other side of the equation!!!”
It’s not right…
I may (or may not) post more details after the hammer falls, I just felt I should respond and say you are an inspiration and you’re not alone. Hang in there…

[wallyfindme]

he never replied ......hmmm

[Pipindula]

This thread coincides with the John Taylor Gatto video that Osaob posted.
He basically explains how to boil a frog.
http://gold-silver.us/forum/showthre...n-Taylor-Gatto

[DuePew]

Bumping this thread to remind you all to keep Mrnhtbr2322 in your prayers. I PM'ed him and I never got a reply, and I consider him an ally and friend here (And I know the feeling is mutual), so I was surprised by that.

Pray that he comes out of this test stronger, and that he returns here, because Mrnhtbr is a very valuable contributer to this forum.

[Jackson]

Definitely an ultra A-list contributor; hope he not only gets past this, but uses it to strengthen his resolve. I’m very open about who I am at work… just can’t help it. According to “The Freedom Outlaw’s Handbook”, I’m both a “mole” (working in the system) and an “agitator" (speaking out against the system), which is not advisable. Luckily, I’m in a situation that’s not too dangerous, and have even helped many see the light around the office. For years, I had a need and drive to try and wake up everyone I came in contact with, but once one gets past that stage, things get a lot easier. Now, instead of me always giving out unsolicited info constantly, certain people just know to come to me when they want to know. Good GSUS contributors like Mrnhtbr2322 have been important in my personal awakening story.