[denSmumbSes]

been acting like i'm still 16 lately; i have to go in for double inguinal hernia repair surgery on thursday. no way around it, i've been in total pain for the last week or so, can't even hardly walk. not a good place to be when you're only 40. going to mayo, so that's good.

as i'm completely a baby + horrified at the idea of being put under and having surgery, i need to be in a 'happy place' before i go in. as such, i have to avoid gs-us for awhile and focus on sheeplike things. no more doom for me until it'm on the other side of being cut open.

if you don't hear from me again, i guess the surgeon fucked up and killed me.

peace out all, see you all in a week or two.