[warrgazur]

[shocked]

thats no the entire truth thing is i never was violent but after a while you snap. When I was pulled back and i saw blood (the cut nothing serious) I began to hyper ventilate for almost an hour. It was obvious I did not want to do it.. You have no IDEA how many times I asked for help from counselors, teachers and parents. I even had one instance where the teacher i asked for help was racist (elementary school) and would blame me for **** I had nothing to do with.

Counselors would either make it worse or don't do anything at all except tell you to "Ignore it don't worry they will get bored"... Like that ever worked.... Kids are smarter than that they know your doing it and therefore it only gives them more reason to bother you even more.