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I would just stop worry about score in general until you build your swing and start making consistent contact. I think you will find that when you aren't aiming for a certain score, it will allow you to free up your mind to think about what you are doing with your golf swing. It will also help your score drop, as well as help you fine tune your swing.

Also the most important thing is to just continue having fun. The scoring will come as you continue to play and become more consistent.