[PriniMai]

You're angry because you're not gifted at golf...?
52 times a year and you expected to what, shoot in the 80s?

I have a friend who started playing 3 years ago, never taken a lesson, but has broken 80 twice. He played/practiced everyday for the first two years, reading and watching everything about golf that he could. I would not say he's gifted either, he just worked damn hard at it.

Unfortunately, not everything will come easy... It's good to see that you're taking lessons, but I also hope that you understand you're going to actually have to practice outside the course to build on those lessons. Taking lessons and then trying to apply it on the course will lead to even more frustration and time/money wasted. As you know, to become really good at anything, it takes time and patience. Golf will come around, just don't think it's something you should've already grasped because you've played it a few times.