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sister,

Very touching post. Alhamdulillah, Allah in His infinite mercy has already put you on the road to recovery from your eating disorder. Now all you have to do is follow the doctors' instructions and Insha'Allah you will be good to go.

I know, it's not "all" you have to do, as it is way easier said than done. I have known some people who suffered from eating disorders and I have some idea of how hard it can get, and how hard it can be to be "normal" again, even if all the tools and support to become 'normal' are right in front of you.

Like I said, the fact that Allah has put you in a situation at the hospital where you can Insha'Allah make a consistent recovery, this already puts you ahead of most who suffer from such disorders, as they don't even get to this point.

At such a young age, Masha'Allah you are already smarter than most of us "old" people as you say you are making sure to guard your salat 5 times daily, engaged in Zikr, reciting the Qur'an every night and guarding your hijab. That's pretty much all you need along with lots of dua, Insha'Allah.

May Allah give you 100% good health and bless you and your family with all that is good in this life and in the hereafter. Ameen.