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... , and unfortunately, I am that ill sister
I am currently in hospital, trying my best to recover from anorexia. It's an uphill battle but ma sha Allah I still have the strength to pray my five namaz and I am wearing my hijab when I am away from the unit. I am also reading half to a full surah of the Qur'an most nights.

I am in the process of regaining weight and learning how to eat healthily again, which I know will be a hard concept to grasp for many.... please remember me in your du'as brothers and sisters, insha'Allah the Most High will continue to give me the strength to continue on this path so I can nourish the body that He has given me. I feel so guilty that I have starved my body for so long and have reached a very low weight, to the point where I was on a general ward sleeping with a heart rate of 33 bpm, and I have every wish in the world to recover from this horrible eating disorder. I am trying my best to comply with my diet plan and Fortisip replacements in order to avoid the NG tube again. Life has been incredibly tough for me in the last few years and several horrible events have happened, that al-hamdulillah with His help I have come through with time, and insha'Allah I will come through this soon, too.


Jazak Allah khair, and wishing you all the best of health and imaan,
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