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01-08-2012, 02:36 AM | #1 |
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I been really stressed the past few months. Havn't been going out the house n meeting friends, etc. It feels as if something has overcome my body, esp my heart that feels soo heavy and dead. Someone had done black magic on me earlier this year b/c i had really abd dreams n a legit Alim told me they were indicating of a black magic spell. He gave me dum water and told me to drink it for 11 days etc. i did that n moved on... However later in the summer I couldn't wake up on time n sleep on time n have been really neglectful of the Salah n reading the Quran, as if the desire or motivation or even fear of Allah has diminished. I know it is really sad. But the thing is i really feel as if i am no longer in control of my body, have become extremely lazy n unresponsive to doing thing like going to class on time. Always suffering from headaches and depression everyday. My bro took me to some fake Amil last august who said that there are 3 ppl who have done black magic on me, in urdu 3 bandishain hain tumharay per, i don't know what exactly he meant by that but i figured he was a fake Amil because at Maghrib time he didn't even pray, and was starring at ladies desparately that were his other customers n talking to them very rudely. he had no beard, had weird idols/animals in his guest room, and lots of weird things in his room where he took the "patients" like really long tasbeehs n other weird stuff that he checked his patients for black magic spells, etc. But then I figured he was a fake Amil n left his place n never went back, i heard he wasn't very happy about it. he claimed n bragged that he catches and destroys jinns and a bunch of bullcrap. Is it possible that maybe he has done black magic on me out of revenge? SO yeah, ever since I went to the guy i have been really sick, don't feel like getting off the bed, as if my body was a burden on me, and i had come under sleep paralysis. my heart feels in sheer pain as if it were dead with no feelings for anyone, i can't even laugh or cry cuz my heart turned into a stone as if some one is holding it or has taken control of it. i dont feel like going to school, friends, trouble having conversation, and have become really anti-social lately. So last night out of sheer desparation and in pain i began to seek help from Allah swt i started reciting Hasbunallahu wa naimal Wakeel hundreds of time and my body started shivering the more i recited, esp the legs and arms, my feet and pinkies would shake out of weirdness as if they were getting some cold chills, but the more i recited the more my mind felt at peace, and i felt as if i was fighting against my nafs and my whole body while reciting the dua. and after about 500 times that i recited, i felt so much peace in my mind as if something has calmed me totally, and had a really good sleep afterwards. Is this normal? Has anyone else had a similar experience? Do you guys think I am possessed by a jinn or just suffering from black magic? |
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01-08-2012, 09:28 PM | #4 |
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102. They followed what the
devils used to recite in the reign of Sulaiman (Solomon); and it was not Sulaiman who became an infidel, but the devils did become infidels, teaching people magic, and what had been sent down to the two angels, Harut and Marut, in Babylon. And these two did not teach anyone without first having said (to him), “We are but a trial, so do not go infidel.” Then, they used to learn from them that with which they could cause separation between a man and his wife. But they were not to bring harm through it to anyone without the will of Allah. They used to learn what harmed them and did no good to them; and they certainly knew that he who buys it has no share in the Hereafter. And, indeed, vile is the thing for which they sold themselves away. If only they knew! [Baqarah v. 102] Black magic has no power to harm us and nor do jinn my brother. True story: my aunt who’s very pious was proposed to over and over again by a man. She refused him each time. He goes to a witch to do sihr on her but he fails. The man tries again with other witches but to no avail. She finds out in the end because he confesses and asks for her forgiveness! But she has unusually high Iman may Allah SWT increase her. You can cure yourself insha Allah because, in reality, Shuyukh don’t have any power to help you; they don’t even have the power to help themselves! Just sincerely pray to Allah SWT and tell Him SWT that only He SWT can cure your heart and everyone else is completely powerless and helpless. I’m positive if you strive to say that with all your heart, Allah SWT will come ‘running’ to you. As long as you do your best my brother, you can definitely count on His SWT loving support. Insha Allah you will be granted such strong Iman that evil people and jinn fear you! Yes insha Allah! Amin everyone. Do give the ‘prescription’ a try my brother just one day even. Barak Allahu feeka |
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