[Peertantyb]

Assalamualaykum. I'm worrying some one has been doing black magic on the lady of my desires to avoid her from taking me. That girl* is my cousin (daughter of my mother's brother) and Mashallah i've experienced love with her* for over 10yrs today. She* was usually therefore sensitive and acutely pleasant with me - it is known by everyone in the family and we were really the very best of friends. My strong feelings are all also known by them on her. Nevertheless, a arrived when her* attitude abruptly altered towards me and not just made it happen change, in an extremely little while of time - in nearly 4 weeks, she* actually started initially to firmly dislike me and now she* actually hates me therefore much, that she is* insulting and completely acts as though I really do not occur. When I delivered a married relationship proposal on her* infact, she* responded therefore insultingly. I understand it's her* God given to reject a suggestion, but it was refused by the way she* and the way her* attitude towards me has improved is what puzzles me. And the most important thing is, that her* attitude towards me altered BEFORE I sent the suggestion - it had been like in August 2000, we were so close and the very best of friends and in January 2001 she* doesn't want such a thing to complete with me - and during this period we weren't actually in contact as she* lives with her parents in UK and I stay in Kenya. Where I will not really reach keep in touch with her* to understand why she is* acting such as this I'm in times. They become worse, easily try to complete something to please her* or even to try and patch up, from no where some thing therefore terrible will happen, that in the place of things getting greater. Her* attitude towards everybody else in the household is really good with the exception of me. Not merely that, but during the time that her* mindset altered, all my companies shut down, I've experienced jaundice and hepatitis twice, I carry on down with complications, I only encounter failure in whatever I attempt to do - be it business, cultural, or whatever. I'm fearing that some one might have performed some black magic or hasad to create her* attitude towards me change therefore defectively. May Allah forgive me if I'm wrong as I don't desire to place accusations on anybody, but my concern is that my dad or his partner might have done anything since at that time they'd 2 unmarried daughters who were escaping of the best age of marriage and they were hoping I'd get among their daughters. Infact in those days they applied to also do interesting such things as provide a poor feeling of me to the girl's* mother and to the lady herself*. One of the kids (the older one) needed to get married to me - she actually made it clear to my mother. Currently both these daughter's are married and infact the older on is married to the brother of the lady I love* - infact this actually occurred therefore suddenly and out-of-the-blue that everybody else in the household was thinking how this child suddenly created emotions. But again, how can I know if I'm on the best course by convinced that black magic has been done? Please, I want some assistance. She is* presently browsing here with her* mother. I will see her* sliding from my entire life and this really is torturing me tooo significantly. Please help me. Please for Allah's sake, for Rasool-Allah's sake (S.A.W S.A.W S.A.W), some one please help me to Inshallah get her* to love and take me in marriage. I'm feeling therefore hopeless. My companies have all shut down but I doesn't be bothered by that. What's concluding me may be the fear that I'll drop her* and I will not get that. I do want to enjoy her* and Inshallah marry her*. Inshallah help me to get her* straight back and for the remainder of my entire life may pray to Allah for your worldly and Aakhirat achievement. *the woman I really like MASHALLAH. Jazaak-Allah.