[Arr34ston]

assalamu alikum,myself Ijaz from Singapore,during my university days i go in tabligh,i was imprssed by them,but whn i entered the planet of internet,initially i included guys in my title then with beard,then tabligh guys an such like,many situations i result in confict with tabligh brothers in internet,i still remember one man who is still not responding to even my salam,sry my prblm is I still go in tabligh,i finished my M.S in Mech engg in NUS Singapore,i utilized for phd,so tablighibrother's taskeel me for 4 weeks therefore i went for 4 months,but i dropped my phd i didnt get admission,thn tablighi brothers said ALLAH may giv much better than this and alsobe with your beard,but still today i cant find job even i've great teachers and also my parents r worrying that it's due to my beard im not finding job,people say ALLAH test you,why he's to test me and put me in despair by not providing achievement,i ended even praying salat,i pay attention to music,if people say every thing occurs by ALLAh,then me not praying salat and hearing music is also from ALLAH,then just how can i get ppl say ALLAH enjoys me when he puts me in doing crime?