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Assalamu alaikum Generously invest some time to see this. That is Mohamed Idris 23 decades old,By allah's grace I'm born and brought by islamic tradition, i've good family who all are well informed and have good iman( allhamdhulillah) My life was full of satisfaction and i was going good till before 5 weeks, but me myself don know when i've transformed, I'm very sick both emotionally and bodily, my problem is 1. I began questioning anything about Islam. allah, quran, life hereafter, somethimes I'm considering No god is there( allah wil guard me), sometimes I'm sobbing when i consider lifehereafter, our prophet mohammed( peace be upon him) life, how they sacrifices his life for all of us and islam, but sometimes my brain placing several uncertainties 2.Whenever i hear the i was previously very painful and sensitive and cry, but in these times i couldn't understand something, 3.whenever i found a low muslim I'm thinking all of us are getting match allah? are they likely to type in hell? 4.When i hear the real history of all prophets i believe it is all true? 5.many times I'm worrying i can become aethist( allah can protect me) 6.I couldn't comprehend and taste islam 7.I dropped every thing and I'm perhaps not thinking about such a thing, 8. I couldn't be regular i have to study and acquire understanding 9.sometimes I'm considering am i islamic? also I'm considering if allah is god all muslims shoud be well, all low muslims shouldn't be well, why allah dont elegance all muslims, if allah is actual god why muslims putting up with etc., i know these all are silly concerns, me myself had solutions for all these before 5 weeks however now it's gone. 10.I have great family, until today I'm finding everything what i want, Allah providing his more mercy on me, but i couldn't understand something. Am i remote? 11.And manything goes and comes in my head today i couldnt remember something Before annually i desired to turn into a dahi( islamic preacher) like my buddy but in these times i perhaps not experience such a thing like that Today I'm not regular. i lost my joy, religion, feel decreasing iman an such like. Psychologically I'm putting up with lot, is that this waswas or psychological illness, and I'm feeling something amiss in my own mind Did anyone activities like this, kindly tell me and give recommendations to over come this thoughts and this impression every islamic think the islam and they're perhaps not doubting, but why it's happening to me alone? Might allah compensate you the very best with this life and therefore insha allah Your brother Mohamed Idris G