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Salaam Brothers / Sisters Ive mentioned this to a couple ppl although not for any suggestions on the meaning an such like. I'd experienced Umrah in 2005 getting my mother. and soon after we had returned within the span of perhaps a couple of years began having these desires. The one I needed to inquire about was this: I discovered myself in Mecca nothing unusual. and the holy mosque was entered by me only to get it to be abandoned and no body there at all..could only begin to see the chickens and hear the wind. I made my way towards the Kabba, type of anxious in sensation, on my method i can see there is not really a single individual in site only me. I made my way for the dark rock and went towards the Kabba to flat. Having kissed the rock i froze and became calm and anxious frightened as there is an extremely sharp effective brilliant light behind me and encompassing me...which made my heartbeat quickly. i didnt wish to come out of concern basic human nature im betting but can sense it was very effective. At that time i woke up d don't remember any more.. does anyone have any ideas or applying for grants what this may mean?? Thank you,