[BurdenRobert]

the event of today didnt make me feel better or alive. It brings me depression for some reason. A moment of disapearing again. One shouldnt think of a good intention or deed. Like i said,i think it should manifest out of its own

I couldn't agree more. You just get out there and do your best each and every time. My words are purely to make the comparison to what people see as 'good' and 'bad'

Perhaps you feel this way because you feel guilty. Guilty because you seek more. Guilty because no one appears to care. Guilty the man had no coat. It's way to easy to get dragged down by guilt. Focus on what you did not what others do. You gave a man hope.