[Elisabetxxx]

Searching sometimes just brings up more questions.

I look up different perspectives about:

Chakras...some say they spin this way, others say they all spin clockwise. Some say they spin differently for men and women.

I used to believe once we died, we went into the light and we were at peace. I experienced souls/spirits who were not so peaceful, and not looking out for others best interest and actually would mess with people. I used to think that when we died, we were united with our highest selves and left the issues behind that we had in our lifetimes. That when we died, we then hit our heads and went, "Oh da, now I get it". That doesn't seem to be what I have been shown. I really did believe that our Highest Selves were us-watching us and "absorbing" our earthly lessons. But that they were the most positive part of ourselves and only of the light.

I have researched Clarisentient and have only found one internet posting/website in which the person experiences being a clairsentient as I do.

I used to think that there was only one soul allowed in one body. That you are your soul. Most people have this same idea I think. But I have seen people change in an instant and they actually look different when they change. I have been told by guides/the other side that these are different souls hopping into the body. I didn't know that was allowed.

I've recently come across on the internet about Walk-ins, soul switches, and dark workers vs. light workers. About Ascension soul switches. When I check my body I feel the vibration of some truth to this. I was told -by guides-that there is something different about my soul. That I had part angel soul. I chose not to believe this as I thought the idea was ridiculous. But then with the information I read about Ascension soul switches, I being to wonder about that reference since angel means messenger. Still contemplating this.

In my earlier days, I had asked the Angels to turn my head if I wasn't "getting it". Soon after, my head and body began to move in responses to questions and I've wondered if this was my higher self or someone else. I was told, maybe because of how I was raised in a certain belief system, that God is trying something new. And both angels and people (guides) learn from how this goes for me. My friend picked up the same thing from his guides when he was at my house and I was "complaining" about how things were going for me last year. That this is how the guides learn and that the angels are nearby ready to step in at any moment if things get out of hand.

I've had times in which it felt as if energy was being pulled out of my crown chakra. Majorly, as if my whole energy field was pulled up through my crown. I've asked other gifted people what could this be? I've been told that I must have asked for healing, that I should allow this to happen and also from another person stating I should stop this from happening as it could be someone sucking my energy out of me.

With different psychics/mediums they have seemed to not be able to "read" me at times, but seem to pick up on people in my life instead. Although they insist the answers are for me, later I figure out it was for my friend, or my cousin who was standing next to me.

I have been told over and over again, some rules are different for me because of who I am. Really, please understand this is not me being arrogant, just writing out the facts as I have been told. When I went to a priest friend with some of this information he also told me that things are different for me and to be careful. This priest is also very psychic which I love!! Can't ask for anything better than a gifted priest. LOL!

I have a close friend that always brings up why other psychics can't read me and how she doesn't understand why things sometimes have gone in a certain way for me when it seemed that things were headed in a much more positive way.

So, with all of this being said, with so many of us connected so well with God/Spirit/Higher Realms/Higher Selves, why aren't the facts just the facts?

Why don't we all have the same information/knowledge on something as basic as which way do Chakras spin? OR which way are they supposed to spin? Who has the True rule book?

Again, why aren't the facts-just facts?

Sorry this is so long, it's been rolling around my head for awhile, and it is just frustrating at times. I still stay positive and have faith that all of this has been worked out, but thought this is the place to raise these questions.

Blessings to all,
M