[attackDoold]

i have loved ones that i am truly worried about and hope they will come to an understanding of some sort before the time arrives.

i too have loved ones, relatives, friends and acquaintances that unless some drastic catalyst, such as economic system collapse or catastrophic disaster, is forthcoming they are not going to "make the grade" for any kind of 4d/5d existence. i have to make the effort, at times, to consciously embrace the ideal that i'm not responsible for them, their actions, and their decisions and that they, like myself, are not the physical body. total acceptance of the reality that they are not the personality/physical body that i interact with means that i will have the opportunity to share and be with their consciousness/energy for infinity. it doesn't mean that i wouldn't like to see them "ascend" whether i do or don't, it simply means that i can allow them the space to exercise their own free will.

i am currently in a negative situation with my partners x. i can see the sts and the manipulation, lies and control and it makes me wonder what her fate is and her children whom i love so much.

i can't tell you what her probable, all outcomes are probabilities until they occur, will be but i can tell you that she and her children are sharing lessons based upon all the current existing conditions. you also agreed to be part of those lessons. if i were "in your shoes", i'd be thinking more along the lines of providing as much normalizing support to the children as possible. you might want to consider gently providing reinforcement in the area of attempting to stabilize the children in the area of accepting that their mother's condition isn't their fault.

she is bi-polar and a psychopath and it is affecting everyone. poisoning relationships for her own aggrandizement.

you might want to consider possibly asking yourself what lesson it is you are to get out of her appearance in your drama. you aren't responsible for any of the other "actors" nor can you do more than be available should any of them ask for your input. this approach might seem somewhat cold but it truly isn't. it is through divine love that you are able to allow them to "learn their own lessons" as that is their ultimate purpose as it is your ultimate purpose. you have to be open to the reality that your intervention in the process might not only be not helpful but could be actually detrimental or, at the very least, add difficulty to their ultimate spiritual growth.

my hope has always been for her children, if she cannot change, to be aware and take the lighter road. i have tried to be a catalyst and show them somewhat in my non-perfect sto path, but it seems to be for not.

that is all you can do. we shall lead by example. there will come times when you have the opportunity to do more than simply set the example. there will be times when other will ask "how do you do it" or "can you help me understand". those are the times when you will be able to directly help another self toward greater knowledge and wisdom.

it is also hard to stay light and not be pulled in to the abyss of darkness with her negativity and control. but i look to what ra ma said in another thread on polarization, that the meek shall inherit the earth.

remember without the red hot coals the blacksmith would not be able to temper the metal. without being subjected to those coals and being beat into temperance the metal would break the very first time it was tested. the tugging and pulling you experience is simply the tempering process. just as a reminder, some growth processes are enhanced by the fact that the catalyst for initial growth or later strengthening of that growth is provided by what many of us would consider "dark" side forces.

in the light,

brother asa

[thegamexpertsdotcom]

i believe we can only follow our journey and hope it will encourage others in some way to awaken to a lighter heart. one heart at a time.... it seems that most every family or soul group that is on this earth now is dealing with someone just like this person i am currently dealing with. the government is loaded with them.

i whole heartedly agree! we can only be responsible for ourselves and our own growth. simply by working on yourself you will provide the light that will pull others within your sphere of influence up a notch or two. if enough people were to do that [the 144,000] then the remainder of the transition would be a piece of cake. remember that for those of the light to be able to accelerate toward the needed consciousness increase there has to be catalyst to create the ability to not only accelerate but to simply expand upward. since we are in a time when there is "no time" for doing this through the slow growth process then to create the ability for rapid growth the catalyst will have to be extreme meaning that you will see a heightened involvement from the "dark" side forces simply as a means to increase the opportunity for rapid growth. that's one of the reasons why it really seems like there is so much of this appearing in the governments of the world.

love and light,

brother asa

[Broorbbub]

like h20 says, some are ready, many are not. and, i've found so frequently lately that when i try to share my knowledge and help others, as i am a healer. that i'm meeting with much resistance in some circles, it seems many are happy to remain blind and ignorant. it frustrates and irritates me beyond belief. but, i am learning to just release that frustration and let go, that i am only capable of doing so much and to spend my time finding those that truly want my help and genuinely need my guidance. and let those who are filled with negative energy, or chose to be blind and ignorant to learn on their own. i'm beyond their level and can't continue to slow down my own progression to help those that don't want it.

@ bps:
maybe when you mediate, visualize the children, you and your so surrounded and filled by white healing and protective light and it being so strong that it radiates out to the so's ex. and that she finds her own path to the new dawn that is approaching. i've found this to be very effective in the past when i've had to deal unwillingly with negative energy and those that are filled with it. often if they are surrounded by so much positive, healing light and energy it will overwhelm and over through the dark, negative energy inside them.

[AndrewBoss]

thank you so much asa and sunrisepony....very helpful and it helps with my perspective of that situation. i actually am feeling the heightened involvement from the "dark" side forces now. but i am also feeling the most wonderful positive energies as well. i can be so happy 90% of my day and nothing bothers me much. if a negative situation happens it is so much easier to change to positive than it use to be. i also think exercise has alot to do with it as well and getting out in the fresh air. it all works together.
@sunrisepony:
i actually do surround my loved ones with a white healing protective light. it has been a very calming visualization for me as well. i appreciate your suggestion.
love to all,
bps

[cQT6nmEc]

i'm writing this because my heart hurts. i feel so lost. the law of one. the source field investigations. interviews with hoagland, lear, dean, deacon, and many others. what do we feel? how do we take what we awaken from? how do we make sense of all that is so new to us? ...this life blunders us with such a feeling of confusion and angst. theory after theory, opinion after opinion. it boggles the mind. something is coming of course. we can not stop what will become us. but i write this message for many who struggle. we cry in doubt. we suffer in angst. we wonder how it shall all play out for our world. we have theories, we have speculation, but what does this do for our soul? faith? in what exactly? many of us have a connection to so many we cherish, yet the transcendence to a higher density leaves our hearts at a pause. i listen to songs of heartache and reason that trouble the mind of those that can not see the path ahead. i yearn for our world in a time where desperation is evident. we look for more. we hope for better. what we get shall be a mystery. some are ready; many are not. as it approaches, our hearts pray for something beyond our understanding. my question is... is how can we quiet the drum that beats for humanity? how can we join in love in a world where each defend it's own understanding and harbor the coming of something beyond them?.... my soul is aching (in joy) for us all. my tears are only 3rd density, but my desire is beyond. what is yours my brothers and sisters?

[ivandiadser]

i teach high-school students, and because most in my classes know that my attitudes about the world are...different...they occasionally ask me what i think is going to happen in 2012. when the conversation starts, most say that they're frightened. they tell me that some of their peers have given up hope for the future because they feel that it's all going to end so why bother. they ask me how i can be so happy and so patient and so forgiving every day when the world is, in their words, so screwed up and full of corruption.

i tell them that i'm happy and patient and forgiving every day because i know something that very few people understand: that i am *meant* to be here at this time and in this place, that i *chose* to be here, that i am connected to the source of all things and that this source *wants* me to succeed, that this source has nothing but love and support for me, and that everything that is happening now is happening on purpose and for a very specific reason. i tell them that i don't think the world is going to end in cataclysm in december of 2012. i tell them that i think the world will begin again, that we will be transformed, that our old ways of thinking and the old limitations that once were will fall away to reveal endless new possibilities.

i tell them that i am so excited i can hardly stand it!

and you know what they say every single time? "i'm not afraid anymore. i feel better now. that sounds amazing! i'm excited, too!"

that makes *my* heart sing.

[chechokancho]

i understand your pain for this world h20..it is hard to watch people, the world and ourselves going through what loo would say is a catalyst for our own polarization to a better world.
i have loved ones that i am truly worried about and hope they will come to an understanding of some sort before the time arrives.
i am currently in a negative situation with my partners x. i can see the sts and the manipulation, lies and control and it makes me wonder what her fate is and her children whom i love so much. she is bi-polar and a psychopath and it is affecting everyone. poisoning relationships for her own aggrandizement. my hope has always been for her children, if she cannot change, to be aware and take the lighter road. i have tried to be a catalyst and show them somewhat in my non-perfect sto path, but it seems to be for not. it is also hard to stay light and not be pulled in to the abyss of darkness with her negativity and control. but i look to what ra ma said in another thread on polarization, that the meek shall inherit the earth. i believe we can only follow our journey and hope it will encourage others in some way to awaken to a lighter heart. one heart at a time....
it seems that most every family or soul group that is on this earth now is dealing with someone just like this person i am currently dealing with. the government is loaded with them.
love to all....

[HQTheodore]

wow.... fatima13 great reply.....it is so positive and it makes my heart sing also. you expressed it so simply. you are a true blessing to those students. i hope they remember what you have said. i thank you for those words.