[RicyReetred]

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in relating material bbb ...welcome to the forum, absul!)

hello fellow people! my name is daniel. i am 22, male, i live in south eastern usa.
let me get right to the point then.
ever since i was a child, even my mom pointed out to me, how well i understood and connected to spirituality. she still has drawings i did of elaborate and graphic depictions of the crucifixion, angelic beings redeeming dying people, wise men etc. anyway, lets just say i've always felt a calling to be *in touch*. i am just now starting to take heed that i need to start reevaluating my way of life, and finally break the "cycle of karma" like david advises, right?

well i need your help and your insight. see, the other day, i prayed asking for a sign, some kind of, indication that i was what indeed what i've thought i was, my whole life. i for some reason decided to watch david's golden age of 2012 video on youtube, part 1, where he goes into detail about the 3 different tombs and their meanings in the great pyramid right? if you know about it, there is the tomb of spiritual death, the chamber of ordeal and the king's chamber or the tomb of spiritual mastery, right?

he also talks about how if you look with your "one eye" you will see your body of light, and with your eye of fear (or something) you will see your body of evil, yeah?

ok. well, i will always have these visions / dreams i had as a child, i haven't had them anymore, they were powerful, frightening, mysterious. i had only, what seemed, a week of these dreams, where i was called into my parent's bed room, and there i was called into the next room. there would always be a body of light, a being, definitely knew who i was, it was always graceful but i could sense it was very important. it was very... brilliant, and i will recall two black eyes.. it warned me. i can't remember anything it said, or anything that it told me, but i believe it was warning me, or telling me, about this life and its importance. after we talked in the dream, sometimes in the dream, i would be shown a gruesome, skinless, filthy, ugly child, hiding its face, disgraced, afraid. it was horrifying and confusing that i would have these dreams.

i was immediately reminded of these dreams when i heard the words in the lecture by david about "body of light, body of evil.", and napoleon attempting the masonic ritual of the open sarcophagus. what does this mean to you?!!?!?

when david goes into detail about the tombs, he speaks of a chamber of ordeals, which is a metaphor for the trials and tests of life.

when i was about 13 / 14, i had a very interesting dream, people. i had a dream that i was led into some kind of underground tomb or chamber? it was like a flight of old stone steps, an arab or some man in a white gown with a torch hobbled down these steps, and then yelled up to me, that i had to pass the test, that the steps were a metaphor for life (not verbatim - i was 13, 22 now). i said "easy" and started to walk down right? stones fell around and behind me, water currents flew down the steps to persuade me to give up.. it was very interesting. i never really knew why i had such a weird dream... and i had totally forgotten about that dream until i had watched and learned the information about the different tombs of the giza pyramid.

that's all i will say for now, but i'm glad i have came across david wilcock and i'm really interested to see how 2012 turns out for me in my life.

[Chiquita]

welcome absul! those sound like some interesting experiences.

i would ask what is it that you think you are? did you get your sign?

[BluewayAllere]

welcome to the forum and to our community, absul!

we are happy to have you and o boy, did you come to the right place!


i can try to help you with some of the things you are dealing with,
we all have the same issues here! lol (wish there was a cuckoo smilie)

i think the light being you were seeing is your master/gardian....
what they show you are lessons for growth which you have to figure out!

that's how they greeted me as well, with weird gruesome visions!
but it is the only way for them to determine our level of polarization:
do we get mad and crazy from these visions or do we learn and turn them into something positive!

love and light,
ra ma

[Irravepem]

hey~ thank you so much for wanting to help me.

these are dreams from my childhood. i haven't had any experiences with the beings anytime in ten years.

i actualy posted this story again in the dream interpretations thread if you wanted to look at that and see more info maybe i left out.

@dtris

i think that i am an indigo child, or possibly a mystic... who can tell? and yes! i think i did get a sign that i was in the right place. i prayed for some kindof hint that i wasn't just a looney child this whole time... and for some reason the lecture by david seemed so on point with the dreams i had as a child.

now the dream visions with the being, jeia ra manuk, were part beautiful and graceful and then once it showed the vision of my body of evil as i assume it was, it was mystical and demonic. i definitely didn't know what to do with them at the time, but now i understand the polarity.

i am now curious.... who is my master / guardian? and yes! i can definitely get with that, i think i was reborn this time to learn the moral of the story, which i have been hinted at with tarot readings i've done.. which is to learn to not let any major struggles defeat me, and to become a strong person.. which i have had all my life, a struggle of a karmic cycle/life pattern, of starting off on the wrong foot with guilt and self hate, then going into an addiction (relationship or drug related), then i start a music project and start to research a kind of spirituality, then it seems life goes "oh you wanna go that route? i don't think you're ready" and then something happens, major loss, failure, and i get incredibly discouraged and give up on all my projects and hopes, and start right back at zero - self hate and what not. but i am now trying to stop this cycle of failure and achieve goals and become a positive person.

what i've also had alot in my dreams life long, are visions of alien beings, the pyramids, ufos, flying, being able to do magic, i once had a dream of an obiwankinobi type character, sarcofogus, tombs...