[gettoblaster]

Hi all. Saturday night I was on the computer and a Metallica song kept going through my head. It nagged at me for hours.

I go to bed that night, and I bring the dog back with me. I have a baby gate at the doorway so he can't chew the sofa or anything in the night. At 5:58 am, the dog jumps off the bed and runs to the gate, barking out the hall. I talk to him and get him calmed down, but he won't come up on the bed. At 6:01 am the tv on the wall flashes on and off, very quickly. The remote is on my night stand.

All Sunday the song is still nagging me. I finally I looked the video up on youtube, and the young man in the video was rejected by a girl, and tried to swallow a bunch of pills. At the end, he throws them up into a toilet. Sorry for the graphics, but it was necessary to get the point across.

3 years ago almost to the day, my ex took a bunch of Xanex and slit his wrists. He didn't survive. His favorite band was Metallica.

I certainly got the message, and I know my ending things with him really left him all alone. But I couldn't sacrifice my kids and myself to his addiction any longer. The video so fit his ending, with the exception that he didn't get that second chance.

I am grateful that he visits occasionally, and am aware that he understands my position now, and he also understands how Spiritually sick he was. Once we cross, we see things clearly. I don't feel his intentions were to make me feel guilt, because I know he still loves me, and part of me still loves him. Always will.

[disappointment2]

Don't you just love when loved ones from the other side stop by?
This was no coincedience at all, definately spirit related. I have had this happen to me on several occassion with passed loved ones especially around the time of their birthdays or anniversarys of any kind.
Good for you sweety recognizing who was sending you the message and visiting.

[robinthesearchmasterh]

Hi

My ex on the other side was not so nice to my new partner he kept on at my partner, try to make him crash.....ie:- blowing on him when he was out driving,
squeezing my partners hands and arms. etc.....................
i was told eventually that we cannot mention him in the house as we are keeping his energy there,and alive and if i had any items that he had gave me to get rid of them, since i have done this he has not bothered us.....



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[gettoblaster]

If it were truly your ex, he wouldn't be harming the living at all. I think maybe you are afraid this will happen instead. Jealousy does not exist in the light.

Amen to that. In life, we may have our differences, but in crossing over, the veils of confusion is lifted, and we understand things we never did before. My ex may have wanted to hurt me emotionally in life, but he is far past all that now. He just wants me to know that he 'gets it' now, and that he still loves me. I will always love him, too. If something was trying to hurt me, it surely wouldn't be a family member or loved one. That would be something dark. Often people open the door to communicate with the dead, and unknowingly open the door to many other dark things. i'm pretty rigid in what I'm okay with. I don't accept anything that isn't of the Light, and immediately call on Jesus if there is even a question about what is before me. I don't do Ouija or seek out the dead in seances. If I am visited, then it is because it was meant to be at that moment.

I didn't hear the song on the computer and then obsess on it. I obsessed on it, and then later looked it up on the computer and got validation. I have asked for small signs after, and was validated again a few mornings later. If I was terrified or felt a heaviness, I would know it's not a crossed loved one.

[ForumMasta]

I think, it was just a coincidence that you was listening the song and when you saw the video of that song, it matched with the story of your ex.

[TiepayWrary]

If it were truly your ex, he wouldn't be harming the living at all. I think maybe you are afraid this will happen instead. Jealousy does not exist in the light.