[9V42h1eT]

Today when waking up I went to my councelling appointment with fear on what I was guided to say when sitting in the appointment the words were presented to myself

Days before this my Mom was visiting with me and she had said a couple of times when talking with others "face your fears you wont know till you try".

Let me catch you up to a beleif I have had built up within myself

I had beleived that by talking about hearing voices around me within a councelling session I would be locked up and doped up and put in a straight jacket with the label of being crazy or because of the physical abuse that I would be thrown in jail.

Sorry this is all over the place trying to get you all caught up on what was going on inside of me and how it all played out in what we like to call "God's hand in our life"

So back to being presented with the words

You know when we get those split second decisions when we finally solidify something within ourselves at a moment in time ... well this time we decided to face our fears

I am not labeled crazy I am not in jail I was presented with understanding and help and something that I had to face within myself and not blame anything that is around me at the time I was beginning to think that I had a demon following me around whispering something into my ear to create torment and pain when all it was my own filtration system faulting and being very vulnerable

Do not fear the word of God for He only wishes to give upto you all His glory and His heart Amen.

After the councelling session we were presented with two options, again , either go upto Ashland training centre early for my appointment, which we are currently getting tickets to change venues of jobs and actually begin making some money which in turn is a horoscope reading which was guided to the other day (I know there is a lot to this I invite you to tap in and feel this out or any questions for clarification because there is so much information that it would take pages to write this all out LoL) or B go back down to my house get some breakfast and see what Lisa would like to do (key point here see what Lisa would like to do rather then what my guides are asking me to do ) threw faith to the wind and walked to Ashland training centre to find out I was just in time to get into an appointment with Sally because her client had to leave home due to sickness!!! and her words were "that was perfect timing" !!! How wonderful is this and it gets better!!!

While in the office, since we were praying on what to do in finding this type of job, she presented to me a list of websites and seminars that are being offered in that area of construction and general labour oh man God's hand has been strong !!!

When we go with the flow it makes life so much easier feeling it out and walking in the light had no resistance and everything was falling into place when it was happening

Even in the office with Sally there was something on the computer that we so happen to look over and see that there is funding for EccE which Lisa is going in for I said "sorry for easedropping but what is that" LoL after a brief feeling of embarassment she explained to me about it and we took down the information to take to Lisa.

Even in the flow of God does He allow messages and information to come in for other people this life is not about what *I* want but what my guides see and where they would like to take me

All we have to do is trust in our guides ... trust in God..remove the *I* in the equation and go with the flow

It has so much more to it and get this it is SOOO easy WE are the ones that make it hard WE are the ones that stop the beauty of love that comes into our lives

AMEN!!!

God Bless
Love and Light
Amen

[JackieC]

What an awesome experience, Zin! One of the hardest thing for me to do is just let go, and let what is meAnt to happen happen! I always wAnt to be in control, to know what comes next, and then I worry and agonize over that when all I really want is peace and harmony from any situation . I find that if I let go of the control and worry, things fall into place and always work out for the best. I know that, but as humans, it's still hard for me to just go with flow.

[penpizdes]

Thank you Zin for sharing that. I hear voices too, but they usually wake me up with a word or two. It always turns out that these words lead me to something that I am meant to know. When this happens they yell the words which startles me & wakes me. It is in a different voice not the same as during meditation. I realize right away that I am the only one that heard this even though it was loud because my dogs are sleeping like babies beside me. They wake to all noises, like the coyotes nearby or a loud vehicle going down the road but never to this. I hear a doorbell ring (that is not there) during the night sometimes & I quickly try to recall my dream. If I get nothing then I go turn the TV on & there is always a message there.

I don’t talk to others about these things either for similar reasons as you, plus no one around me believes in spirit guides except my husband now. I asked my guides and angels to get message to me however they can because I am not always at home. I am really working on staying in the now & not zoned out in thoughts. I pray to God before meditations & ask that he be sure whoever I need help from comes. I also always thank him giving me so much guidance in so many ways.

Just recently I had an angel reading from CathyO. I was one of the winners for replying in the newsletter I get from her. Just a few hours after reading the message & she gave me the name of the angel I was searching for mattresses on the internet. My husband & I are trying to decide which will be the best for both of us. Well he always has to have the TV on & I had just found what I thought would work for us. I stood up & moved away from the computer so he could check it out. Anderson Cooper was on & he introduced a doctor whose 1st name was the same as the Angel Cathy had told me about. The spelling was exactly the same. I like those kinds of conformations. For awhile I had felt the presence of what I thought was another guide but could only see & feel very long lush eyelashes so close to my face. It was my Angel, I now know.

It is wonderful that they get the messages we need to hear if we just watch out for them & are willing to receive them & accept them when they come. We just have to let them lead us to the information sometimes which is fine by me. I don’t mind getting messages in a step by step process or a round about way. Gee, I give them credit for working so hard to get it to me since I’m still developing & learning to raise my vibrations so our communication is easier. You are right it is us that make the process hard, but thank God they just keep at it till they get the message & love to us.