[Roorseprate]

I was in a meditation last night with a new stone my daughter brought home from Toronto, he stone is called Labradorite. I am unsure if what happened in this meditation is connected to this stone or not. The stones mystical properties are still being discovered, but what is known is positive.

In this meditation i came upon what I feel now was a gate keeper of some kind, it was a personage sitting on a stone ledge holding a flute. I just got a flash of what was behind him, a chasm and a stone wall on the other side. I thought I could see flames going up the wall but am not positive on this as it was a very fast flashing image.
Right after this I was somewhere else and a small furry animal was at my feet. I could not identify the animal, it was nothing I had ever seen before, It was in a attempting to pose a nonthreatening posture looking up at me with big brown eyes "the love look". As my attention was starting to focus on the animal at my feet my guide in a very loud authoritative voice said "Demon be gone", and the animal disappeared.

I did not feel fear at any point in this meditation. When this happened My cat "Star" started to wail. This is very unusual for her as she is a quite cat and only meows when she wants food. Once I got out of bed and went to her she became quite. I could feel an uneasy energy in my house and reinforced the protection of my home.

I woke this morning and my home is clean and nothing remains of what was there.

A couple of questions arose from this that I hope some may have an answer to.
* When a person works with the light are negative energies/entities attracted to you more.
*Is it their desire to stop what you are doing as it is against their nature.

*Am I doing something wrong in my meditations that is attracting this?

*It seems that since I have been at SB and know I am growing spiritually and helping others with my experiences this is increasing, twice in the last few weeks negative experiences have happened. Perhaps its another stage of learning for me to deal with the negative side.

Yea I have lots of questions on this one
I welcome anyone's feedback on this.
Thanks



A description of whats know on Labradorite
http://www.gemstonegifts.com/stones/labradorite.htm

And another I use Kyanite
http://www.gemstonegifts.com/stones/kyanite.htm

[JackieC]

Hi Star,

I think I can answer a couple of your questions. When we meditate, we tell the universe we are listening. We open ourselves up to everything, which is why it is so important to not only ground and protect but to firmly believe that you are protected.

I know you have stated that you feel no fear, but I think that deep down you have some level of fear. That's where the negativities come in. When they sense the fear within you, it attracts them. As with everything, the more you meditate, the more you are sure what you are doing, the less the apprehension and fear.

I wish you well, Star! I think we all go through cycles of this too.

[LongaDonga]

Light workers are attractive to the universe be that what may be. I see it as people walking around with their light beam sent out from them, being a spiritual person you may have seen the 'glow' of another spiritual person yourself so is a way to understand this.
I remind my son who is interested in his spiritual side but not completely that his light is on and to keep it close to himself when he needs or learn about it more. It goes along with the on and off of your work with spirit.
For me I work with my Guide at al times and he is my best help with the on off so I feel protected at all times. You seem to have that with your Guide so as you said you felt no fear. Before I worked with my guide I had a few issuse due to me being trusting as you seem with that animal.
Remember there is positive and negative in all things this is part of ballance and is fine, you choose the best way for that ballance not them (the energies around you), also part of this is seeing through to the truth and learning to know the difference wether its in life or the spiritual world. Having a strong Guide support is good.

It may have been due to the crystal (I used to know them well but forget) but do always know what energies you are working with and that is was cleansed to work with you before you start.
You didnt say if you have had this sort of issue in other meditation to answer that question. If it was just this one then again check the above with that cyrstal and try meditating with somethign like rose quartz to see if there is a difference to your meditation.

For the last part of what you wrote I say personally I have learnt much from my negative experiences...and the main thing is just that 'learn' and that doesnt mean repeat so try again but when you do your next meditation take only love thoughts in with you and see how it goes. Let love into all areas and no fear will continue.
Learning is a good thing and as you said after you spoke about the clearing of your house it was done, so you are well at one with your understanding, rainbows, JanelleBHR

[KernJetenue]

It's like a moth to a flame. Once you are filled with light everything will be attracted negative and positive alike. Grounding, protection, etc. is really important. Always ask for only that of the light to come to you and refuse negative from coming. I like a shield made of mirrors while doing certain meditations. This will allow the negative to only affect themselves as you are safe behind the mirror. This also works great if you are an empath and do not wish to feel all of the affects others are giving off.

I know you said you don't have fears but I thought this little animal may have been an animal totem/guide. Perhaps since you weren't use to seeing the animal guide/totem during your meditations that you actually did have a bit of fear.

Try next time you meditate to please let me connect with my animal guide and invite them to sit with you on the mountain side. Picture them approaching and moving and the noises they make. Look at the details of their fur if they have some, etc.

As far as meditating with stones that is perfectly fine as long as they have been cleansed but if I were you I would try meditating without the stones first and then alternate to see if they are helping or not. Always test things out to see how well they will work for you. Journal your meditations always as this is really helpful, you may forget something.

You are doing wonderful....just test things out and make sure you always protect and ground otherwise enjoy it's a great experience and sometimes we do need to experience negative to appreciate the positive more. These are lessons our guides will give us at times.

Love and blessings

[Roorseprate]

Thank you both for your input. Some great guidance there. I think it was a learning experience, I have used crystals in the past but not as a habit. I will ask if this was an animal guide or not there has been allot of changes going on with me this last few weeks so it very possible.
Thank you both again for your help

[TiepayWrary]

I sense that you have had a pretty religious upbringing. This is why "demons" are even entering your thoughts. There is a fear here. I do sense its not a fear of them getting you, as much as a fear of them being real.

I don't believe in demons, so therefore I don't encounter anything I can't send away. Check your personal boundaries Star, make sure you set the rules for everything and anything.

I recall a post you said before you were lowering your energies to talk to the animal spirits. You may have "picked up" some lower level entities that are now trying to play on your fears. Send um packing.

[Roorseprate]

I sense that you have had a pretty religious upbringing. This is why "demons" are even entering your thoughts. There is a fear here. I do sense its not a fear of them getting you, as much as a fear of them being real. I had a religious upbringing and have been trying for the last 20 years to not let it tinge my experiences. This is a long story but I have let go. i think you know what I mean by that statement.

I don't believe in demons, so therefore I don't encounter anything I can't send away. Check your personal boundaries Star, make sure you set the rules for everything and anything. This is a hard one for me to let go I have had a few things happen, be demons or negative entities the darkness is real. It has taken awhile for me to reach a point where I know I can call on Guides for help here and they have answered.

I recall a post you said before you were lowering your energies to talk to the animal spirits. You may have "picked up" some lower level entities that are now trying to play on your fears. Send um packing.

Thanks you Laura for your guidance. I have done this within and hour of the experience. Hate those unwanted attachments

[TiepayWrary]

It's how we learn boundaries though and I know too well how fears can call them to us.