[golozhopik]

Dear Luckee,
What symptoms now are existing with you?
is your body still chacking? If so, in which part?

Do you see a frequent dreams, or night mares, if so, like what?

[Honealals]

I have an experience to share that I would love to have an answer for.

A few years ago I lived a stressful life. I was in the doctor's office a lot, but he couldn't find anything wrong. He thought it was anxiety. I was working and going to school. I worked out and meditated a lot. My father passed in 2000. He lived in New York. We didn't see each other often, but talked a lot on the phone. I was so ill until during my meditation I began to talk to my father. He came to me and was taking me up a hill. As we walked, he said continually that I was going to be ok. Come and go with me. You are going to be ok. We arrived at a house and the door opened. My counsin opened the door, who had cancer at that time. When she opened the door, and I looked into the room, she said come in. She also said we have been waiting for you. I looked across the room to my right and I saw a long table - an old wood table. My aunt was sitting at the end of the table, to my right. My grandmother (she raised me) was standing behind the table (in the center) with her arms folded (she wasn't happy), and my other aunt was sitting at the other end of the table (very happy to see me). She always treated me like she was my mother. All these relatives were dead, except the cousing who opened the door. I started talking to myself saying, "I am not suppose to be here, I am not suppose to be here". I was so scared. In less than a second, I came out of the meditation. My hair was wet and matted to my head. My body was wet and I was shaking. Can anyone explain this to me? It has been over a year since this meditation episode. The cousin who opened the door is doing great! She is a breast cancer survivor. I would like to know why I was taken to this room. I have been researching this episode with dream books, but I haven't found an answer yet. I wasn't dreaming.

[AmfitNom]

Maybe your relatives came forward to boost your morale, visit abit and to let you know that you are going to be ok? As your cousin who opened the door is too. It doesn't have to mean anything, it just means that they love you and want you to know that they are around you and are aware of what you are going through. I think it's an awesome experience you had!

[mesZibeds]

Hi luckee
I agree with Meanderthal, I don't feel as if this was a negative vision, I see it as a positive. Your relatives are showing you that they are close and they want you to know that. There is a strength in your father's words that you are going to be ok.And showing you, your relatives in the room, shows all the support you have from them including your cousin who is still here.My very learned teacher back home, always told me that our loved ones on the other side can do so much more for us there, than they could here. But all we have to do is ask and allow them to. We sense that my husbands mother who died when he was 14 helps us alot. Also, perhaps your cousin was shown to you, because she had cancer and got through it. This maybe 'their' way of showing you, that you,can get through 'it' too.(by using your cousin as an example).
So all I am saying is, don't be afraid, these are your loved ones who you saw, not strangers. Be happy about it, they are offering you their support and strength.
Hope this helps a little.

[Honealals]

Thank you for your comments. I hadn't thought about it this way. With someone else giving their view, it helps me to understand what I saw. Sometime I have problems interpreting my visions.

[mesZibeds]

No probs.
Blessings to you.