[patrycjakolekk]

i know this might not be the right foru to post this but im kinda desperate!i don't know whats wrong with me!!i feel - strange..i cry for no reason..feel alone and sad but for no reason...like these tis deep longingness for liberation from life..but not in a suicidal way..also recently iv been feeling very drawn to spirituality and have felt my faith strenghten greatly...don't think my spirit guide exists thought - or maybe it does want to connect with me..please help me im desperate...please please please

[investmentonlinev2006x]

Start by realizing that you are beginning a new path in your life. This will give some comfort knowing that things you are experiencing are new territory. Then give yourself some time to understand and learn your emotions and your way of thinking. If your an empath you can pick up on others emotions and feelings as well and I'd start by grounding and shielding yourself at least three times a day. Also, before shielding make sure to ask to be cleansed. That way if something is affecting you then it will leave your system.

Another great technique is meditation. Try to meditate at least once a day or a few times a day for 15 minute sessions. If your having problems then stop and wait before continuing.

I personally found myself hungry for all the information I could get my hands on. If you don't have much money to go out and buy a ton of books go to your library as usually they carry quite a few books on different spiritual avenues and whatever you are hungry for. When you pick out a book allow it to pick you out. You'll be surprised what you pick up might just be what you need to learn.

Your guide or guides are always with you. They will never leave your side but remember you do need to ask them for help and guidance as well.

Hope this helps and gives a good starting point.

Love and blessings

[Si8jy8HN]

Hi Angel121, Capnstruggle gave great advice. I agree that it seems you have begun a new journey which may be why you feel a little strange. I thought that I would offer some comfort though, I love numbers and have received many messages through sequential numbers. This is why I noticed the number in your name. I thought you would be interested in the message that is contained in the number 121.


121 or 112
Our thoughts are like seeds that are beginning to sprout. You may have
already seen some evidence of the fruition of your desires. These are
signs that things will and are growing in your aspired direction. Keep
the faith!


many blessing to you

[patrycjakolekk]

thanks for your help i really appriciate it but have no idea how to meditate and sheild myself etc..i don't know what is happening to me either - how to i accept it when at times i consider that i am losing my sanity...i need answers

[investmentonlinev2006x]

There are posts on the forums that have really good meditation exercises you can try. Also, I believe there are good examples of shielding and grounding. If your feeling lost my best advice is to ask yourself some questions and find the answers within. Also, like I mentioned go to the library or to the book store and pick up some books that talk about whatever spiritual subject your interested in. There is gobs of information and resources that if you start searching I know you can find the answers.

Love and blessings

ps. Do a search on this forum for empath and read through that and see if it relates to how you are feeling.

[trorseIrripsy]

I have to agree with Mecca on that as well. Perhaps you should go to your doctor and find out if it could be some kind of underlying cause to why you feel the way you do. I would really consider taking every possible route when nothing seems to hit a nerve and kind of give you an Ah Ha moment.

Love and blessings

[patrycjakolekk]

i have suffered from mild depression a few years ago and recovered fully..it not the same..i am not depreesesd or very sad..also..a tmes that occrs more more nowdays i feel like everthing around me is surreal..like im here but not here..is that crazy??