[Tryphadz]

This was my first impression when reading your post. Do you think that its possible that the dream that you had was one of your past lives surfacing?

[Ad0i89Od]

Hi everyone,

I am very new to these forums and not entirely sure if I am posting in the right place but I guess you will let me know if I haven't.

I have no idea where to start so I will just jump straight to the point.

A little about my short lived brush with the psychic ability.

About 12 or so years ago I wanted to astrol travel in order to see the world (at this stage I was scepticle). Probably a little immature, but hopefully I have matured since then. Anyway I read a few chapters of a few books to find how to do it. The technique I found that seemed to show promise was relaxation and or light trance.

I had tried and developed this to a (for lack of a better word) beginner level within about 6 months. But being immature gave up due to never actually "travelling". Although I think I may have once after giving up (but not exactly how I had planned it).

During the six months of "training" I did experience a few different forms of psychic abilities, and now wonder if I somehow unlocked a door to some hidden abilities. I have always been quite perseptive with people, that is I can usually get and idea if they are a good or bad person or trustworthy or not but as far as I can tell that was the extent of my "intuition".

The experiences

1. Quite a few times just before going to sleep at night I would hear a voice in my head that said "g'day mate howya goin". At that time (and each time after that) I kinda freaked and never understood why I was getting such a "useless" message. About 6 years later I heard that voice saying the same thing as a boot up sound on someones computer. That computer belonged to a house mate of my new fiance.
I had a few other voices and various messages that quite often sounded like men at a bar or my own voice abuptly speaking my name.
2. One night it was exceptionally hot and I had dragged my mattress into my parents room (the only bedroom with an aircon) and as I climbed into bed I had a passing hope that no one would call at an "ungodly hour" that night. I also remember wondering why I thought that, as people only called at respectable hours. Well they had tried. My sister came banging on the window about 4am. She said that my uncle had been trying to call since about 2am to tell us that my grandmother had had a minor heart attack that night.
3. I dreampt of my family's restraunt blowing up (due to gas leak) and taking out half the shop on one side and the windows of one across the parking lot. In the dream my mother and sister went in the back door to the kitchen (both smoking) and the place blew. About 3 days later my mother and sister both went the restraunt to collect something. They were both smoking and they both entered via the back kitchen door. Gas had apparently been leaking as my mum smelt it and she and my sister got out umharmed. Mum said that the fire department told her that if they had been holding the cigarettes with their arms by their sides the place would have blown. They were lucky in that they were both holding them at face level and mum had a keen sence of smell.
4. Now this one is the one that totally freaked me out (and I believe this is also when I subconsiously "shut the door" so to speak to any abilities I might have had or developed. As I said I had given up trying to astrol travel. Not long after giving up, during my sleep I heard (don't laugh) the theme music from Friday the 13th and I looked over to a wall in the darkness. On the wall I saw a shadowed figure holding a very big and very jaggered knife moving around the walls. It sort of came off the wall but still remained a shadow then it moved towards me. It bent over me and slit my throat. Next thing I remember (still dreaming) is a floating feeling and how "free" this feeling was. Then I thought "hang on, why am I floating?". Still floating horrizontally, I turned in mid air. Their about 3 feet below me was me laying in bed with blood gushing from my neck. That is when I woke and bolted upright. I have never had any outer body experiences since that night. Did something evil happen to me that night? I like to think I am quite pure at heart. Was this some sort of astrotravel gone wrong or was it a "lucid dream" or just a really bad nightmare?

So I was wondering were these experiences a one time thing for me? Did I somehow open a door for a short time and then close it again subconsiously with a very negative experience?

Also I think I still feel some "powers" lying dorment or is this just wishful thinking?

Hope to hear from you all soon.
B.

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4. Now this one is the one that totally freaked me out (and I believe this is also when I subconsiously "shut the door" so to speak to any abilities I might have had or developed. As I said I had given up trying to astrol travel. Not long after giving up, during my sleep I heard (don't laugh) the theme music from Friday the 13th and I looked over to a wall in the darkness. On the wall I saw a shadowed figure holding a very big and very jaggered knife moving around the walls. It sort of came off the wall but still remained a shadow then it moved towards me. It bent over me and slit my throat. Next thing I remember (still dreaming) is a floating feeling and how "free" this feeling was. Then I thought "hang on, why am I floating?". Still floating horrizontally, I turned in mid air. Their about 3 feet below me was me laying in bed with blood gushing from my neck. That is when I woke and bolted upright. I have never had any outer body experiences since that night. Did something evil happen to me that night? I like to think I am quite pure at heart. Was this some sort of astrotravel gone wrong or was it a "lucid dream" or just a really bad nightmare? For some reason...this reminded me of some of my life experiences. IMHO, I think it was set to get your attention. I have had many experiences I considered scary...but I realise now that it my own fears projecting out. Are you afraid that you will die if you astral? Are you scared that you won't be able to get back in your body? Are you confident enough to let go of your fears and allow your invisible guides to guide you? Just some questions you might want to ask yourself ...if the answers are no ...then maybe you should let your curiousity sleep for a while...I'm sure they will come up again at a later stage and maybe then you will be ready to tackle them. Sometimes when we state our intent out to the universe...we might not think we are getting an answer . What you ask for might come in a form you weren't expecting or when you have decided to give up. If you truly want to give up for the time being...my suggestion is to say it out loud and in a firm voice....or of course firmly within your mind...but saying it out loud gives it more credence to yourself. Just be sure of what you what and not play a game of back and forth or else you will be confusing yourself and what you receive. Like I said ...this is just my opinion.

[Ad0i89Od]

Thanks Meanderthal,

That was very helpful. I think you hit the nail on the head. I have often heard (though I can't remember where) that people can get lost and possibly die whist travelling. I have also heard that there are evil entities out there just waiting to "cut the thread" that connects the soul to the body and that astrol travel makes one particularly fragile. I no longer have any desire the astrol travel. But it would be nice to have the dreams and intuition back and maybe see if there are any other abilities within me. It might be wishful thinking but for some reason I do feel that I just might have strong psychic ability (though I am not sure which one would be strongest).

Many thanks
Brigit.

[clapsoewmred]

Brigit,

If you state what you want from your heart...believe it or not...your guides are there to help you. I'm sure you are psychic, just don't try to rush things just because they sound interesting at the time. That is like seeing other people jump into a lake and you decide to jump in too...even though you don't know how to swim. (a bad example I know lol) Allow your abilities to unfold...if you find a course that seems to catch your eye, it might be a nudge from your guides. Listen to your heart....and don't over exert yourself. I'm sure you have a lot to contribute, just getting over the hurdles in life sometimes is what is fustrating. Find what you truly believe in deep within yourself ...and nuture that seed...you might be amazed at what flowers from it.

Love and Light xxxxxxxxxxxx