[Sandvikla]

You know, its just something we have to deal with, each step of the way.
The best advice is 'be ever vigilent'.
Try your best to always speak from your highest self. Practice all the time, and very carefully, review your actions. It takes will power and discipline. Keep asking yourself 'do I want something from this?' Be as honest as you can.
You sound like this will be no problem, but if you do have a 'high purpose', then ask yourself why you think its 'high'. In this life, we're like a team. Some of us are in the spot light, cause we score th goals, but some of us are defending, and some of us helped pass the ball to the striker. We all count, and without each other, there's no game.
Relax more, trust yourself, vow to yourself that you will try your best, and not one person can ask more of you.
much love

[ElenaEvgeevna]

I would recommend you look at your life and your upbringing. How did your parents raise you in concerns of money. There are several money type books that refer to this. How to be spiritual and also have a wonderful life full of abundance. I'd recommend checking some of them out at your local library.

I could be reading you wrong but what I'm getting is that you don't want the stereotype of having lots of money makes you greedy or above anyone else. This deals with our upbringing and the way those around us also look at money. Check those books out....everyone needs money to survive it's how you use it once you get it that makes the difference.

Hope this helps

Love and blessings

[largonioulurI]

I feel kind of the same way. I often want to be great and be in the spotlight. I think the reason is because I want to speak to large groups of people and inspire them and move the crowd. The first step is to find out exactly what you're going to say and how you're going to say it. Try to pay attention to how you react to certain things and how people react to you. Gauge your ability to communicate and try to improve it if you need to. You can do whatever you want to do and do it honestly. There are certain lessons you can learn that will help you through this. Just make sure to pay attention to the patterns in life. The patterns will teach you a lot.

One more thing. I also went through something where I struggled with thinking I was better than people because I did more. It just means that your perspective on the world is still growing and you haven't reached that random moment of clarity. This is what I've learned from my own sudden moments of clarity. lol. I could be totally wrong and if I am, I'm sure someone will come behind me and sweep up the mess. *hint-sweep up the mess* but yeah. Your consciousness will continue expanding until you can see all the paths that work themselves around the obstacles. Don't fret, just think. It will come.

[resegooredo]

Jobeson 12334 - A great purpose is doing whatever you do with love. Obviously this is a great challenge that no one succeeds with satisfactorily. But the life purpose behind the curtain, so to speak, might really be that simple- to keep striving.

You mention music- that's a fine calling & if it's your passion then you already know what you seek. If its something else it'll come to you in time. Small or large it's okay if its you & not ego-driven. Just keep going...

[DexOnenlyCymn]

I often feel the same way. More so before I got closer to what my purpose is. I was told at 19 by my guides that my purpose was to be a mother and my children would be something great. Now, all my life I felt so deeply that I was meant for something big. I was so different than everyone there *had* to be a reason I went through so much isolation. So when I heard my guides say that my heart sank because *I* wanted to be something great.

Now I am a mom and I fought very hard to be one. I am not naturally drawn to kids and sometimes still struggle but I know what my guides told me was true. I fulfilled that one destiny and now they are revealing another one to me. So it turns out you have more than one. Or can have more than one.

Also, I am getting closer to my purpose but I still have no detailed idea of what it is. I know it is there and I know I am on the right track. From what they do tell me (they are not really telling most people the details) I am in disbelief because it seems so much bigger than me. I trip myself up trying to get there but I have NO CLUE how I will get there. That is the exact reason why they do not tell us right now what our purpose is. It is something that, if we knew, we would screw it up by trying to control it.

Keep your desire in your heart. Don't worry about believing if you are worthy or able to achieve it. Feel the feeling of your own personal greatness. The "hows" will work itself out believe it or not. If you like music, go play at an open mic. Don't worry about making it big right now. Right now you just have to set the intention of doing what you are meant to do and just do it. Even if it is super minor like playing in your bedroom. You need to send the signal out there. It also may not be your thing after all...then move to something else you feel moved to do. No stress and no worries. You will beat yourself up trying to over analyze something you do not have access to anyway.

[iouiyyut]

Everyone has a purpose in life, to learn, to love, and to live. Some people are called to bring happiness through music, movies, ect. Others are called to bring hope to people who have none. Some are called to care for and nuture people who otherwise would have noone. Some are called to stand up for others rights, ect. Each person has their own purpose for the greater good of the whole. Some people's purpose, like my ex, is to be selfish and child like, but even that purpose creates a greater good, because people who are around him learn to be patient and eventually learn to forgive. Each person has their own purpose and God gives us gifts or abilities to further help us achieve our life purposes. There is not one greater than the other. What is in your heart? What comes naturally, that fills you as much as it fills other people? What's the driving force inside of you? When you have figured this out, you have found your life purpose.

[largonioulurI]

and really, at the end of the day, the only things that count are that you did something you loved, you had a great time, and you made a difference. just living life to your fullest, come what may, is the best thing to do. just do it with love and with the best intentions. no role in life is small if it is done whole heartedly.