[Adwetyren]

I feel like maybe I'm crazy or something!! I guess I'm just checking here to make sure. X_x

Either I'm crazy, or I've just had some kind of message from an angel. He went by the name Gabriel - but maybe it wasn't THE Gabriel, I don't know. Maybe he was just another Gabriel. He was pretty big, though - like a giant human with a pair of wings, a wingspan like that of a small jet. His presence made me kind of cower because I just could feel the vastness of his energy, but he was just sitting there smiling and said not to be like that. He reached out his hand and gave me something, and then told me to put that thing in my heart...literally, physically to take my hands and press them against my heart. I felt pressure on my chest as I brought the object up 'against' my chest where my heart is, but with his direction I -forced- the object in, and it seemed to reform around my heart. It literally kind of hurt in a strange sense, I could feel a dull ache on my heart, like it was straining, like I had actually put the object there... He then told me, "Now you have the world on your heart" and then again, "Now you have the world on your heavy heart."

Since that time, there have been times when I could feel my heart grow warm or cold or otherwise affected seemingly by this strange object. I once felt an immense, overwhelming amount of pain, like I was feeling the pain of a LOT of people, if toned down...and I started to sob, and it felt almost to the point where I couldn't breathe for the emotional pain, and I prayed for God to help me and all the people I was feeling. I then suddenly felt as if something had dawned on me; that there was healing for the world. There was hope. And through my tears I laughed and said "There is healing...there is healing.". It was so strange...

I'm just so confused. Am I crazy? Have I lost my freaking mind?! I keep having these times, since that event, where I feel as if I can feel a big huge chunk of emotions that are not my own, as if they're coming off of not just one person but a LOT of people...and I just pray, every time, but man...have I lost it?! It feels so real, but I just am so afraid!

[Abnorbprootly]

Welcome to being Empathic

Not strange at all and no you are not crazy!

It was indeed Archangel Gabriel. He wanted to also have you know that you are part of the world. The message I feel is that the world is with you, even if you feel alone.

You are a lightworker, a healer. I think doing Reiki on your own heart will help the world because he has put a piece inside.

Awesome dream actually! Blessings and Light,

Laura

[Adwetyren]

Welcome to being Empathic

Not strange at all and no you are not crazy!

It was indeed Archangel Gabriel. He wanted to also have you know that you are part of the world. The message I feel is that the world is with you, even if you feel alone.

You are a lightworker, a healer. I think doing Reiki on your own heart will help the world because he has put a piece inside.

Awesome dream actually! Blessings and Light,

Laura

Thank you so much, Laura! It really felt like the actual Archangel, but I was so afraid to say so... I never thought in my life I'd ever see him! I was so floored! This came in the middle of a bad week for me, too, so in my depression I began to think maybe it was just some kind of psychosis or something freaky like that, haha. I almost wondered whether I should see my shrink about it! I'm relieved to know that what felt so incredibly real to me was indeed real...

I've never done formal Reiki, but informally, I've used my hands regularly to transfer or otherwise manipulate energies around me. There are a lot of times I don't feel right if I don't use my actual hands as part of a visualization. I'm sure it looks odd to watch, lol. I have pressed my hands to my heart before to try and transfer healing energy to that piece that is now on my heart, as well as to myself...but I really don't know much about Reiki itself. I could be using it without knowing it, or I could be doing it wrong, I don't know.

Thank you so much again for your reply!

[Abnorbprootly]

You are welcome

My mother was born with the ability to transfer energy from the ground to people. She has healed many people. Her hands are always HOT and not just warm. I do believe a near death experience NDE can also open your crown chakra and enable you to have that ability as well. Which she had later on in life. The attunement is a wonderful opening and if you can afford one, I suggest trying it. There are hand positions to learn for self and others. Its a great way to help the world

Sometimes in our greatest hour of need, the Archangels come. They are very large and sometimes overwhelming. But you do also feel that sense of peace when they are around.

Ask your Guides by Sonia Choquette is a wonderful book that teaches about the roles of our guides and our Archangels

Hugs and light

Laura

[Adwetyren]

You are welcome

My mother was born with the ability to transfer energy from the ground to people. She has healed many people. Her hands are always HOT and not just warm. I do believe a near death experience NDE can also open your crown chakra and enable you to have that ability as well. Which she had later on in life. The attunement is a wonderful opening and if you can afford one, I suggest trying it. There are hand positions to learn for self and others. Its a great way to help the world

Sometimes in our greatest hour of need, the Archangels come. They are very large and sometimes overwhelming. But you do also feel that sense of peace when they are around.

Ask your Guides by Sonia Choquette is a wonderful book that teaches about the roles of our guides and our Archangels

Hugs and light

Laura

I actually have a sort of spiritual mentor that offered to help me learn Reiki once. Perhaps this is the time for it! He told me to think hard about it... I'm still a little nervous about it, I don't know why.

I really should check out that book, too! I bet I could find it in the library...

[SkapySisy]

It's interesting how we all come into our gifts. I'm really glad that it was so clear for you, many aren't so lucky, just kinda figure it out along the way. Being an empath is a pretty tough gift to control. I learned that not only do you "feel" others pain, you literally channel it and take it on as your own. I realized something cool with this gift to. My BF was having some panic attacks, at one point is was really bad, as if their were outside influences making it unbearable. I prayed to God and literally,"sucked it out oh him" and it came to me. With God's helpand his white light I felt it leave and told it to go back to where it came from.He later told me that it all disappeared and this peace just fell over him. He was at work. He called me on his lunch break and told me about what happend and said he knew it was me. So being an empath you can not only channel their feelings but you can also send things to the person in need, like peace or white light. The important thing to remember is to not hold it in,the feelings and energies, just as it comes you need to channel it back out or it will drive you crazy. A person can't handle that much emotion. Anyways, I hope this info is helpful and I wish you the best with your new path.
Blessed Be,
Angel