[gundas]

There is a woman that I met on another forum like this one. I did a reading for her and mentioned to her that her husband came through and she confirmed everything I told her about her husband and what he died of, and the reading went very well. Since then she has been emailing me back and forth and I always respond to her, so we kept this mutual friendship going by email and sometimes by phone.

I am at my second level of my Reiki course now. She suffers from some ailments, one is very serious. I emailed her and I told her that when I become a master I will send her some distant healing for five days in a roll since she doesn't live where I live. I asked her to mail me a photo of her, this is the way I would like to do my distant healing (I know its not necessary).

Today I received her response from her concerning the healing and my empathy got the best of me and I began to cry. This is her email back to me. Names are not mentioned.

"Freddie,

I found one picture but it is old. Maybe 7 years old. I have lost at least 15 lbs. since then. I wonder if this picture would be OK. I also ordered the recent one from my digital camera from Kodak. They say it will be 3-10 business days before I get it. That is the one I would like to send since it is more recent. Would that matter?

Also is the fact that I am not sure I want to be healed. I want to be free of this MRSA but I really don't want to lengthen my life. I miss my husband so much that I just want to be with him. I never get to see my children and grandchildren and I miss them so much. I don't have much of a life and starting over is just so hard at my age. Sometimes I want it to be over but the MRSA will not do me in. So, the doctor says. It just makes life more difficult. If that is the case and being well won't lengthen my life but will make it better then I would want to be healed.

Do you understand what I mean? What do you think?"




This is a time when my caring of and wanting to help is very difficult for me. My response to her would be that "Your husband wouldn't want you to give up because you want to be with him", I know this is true but I want to get help on this because I have never ran into a situation like this before and saying the obvious to me isn't enough.

[soydaykam]

All you can do is gently guide a person.....If it is the life path this person chose before they came to this life you can't change it anyway.

There are a lot of personalities out ther that are the archetype VICTIM you are not going to change them either.

All you can do is be a friend and listen......you can offer healing but if she does not want it you cant get it to enter her even if you do it any way.. She may even say okay I will take this healing but if her higher self does not want it then the higher self is going to block it from entering her body. You can not change free will....

And frankly if I were her I would kick your butt for posting my email on a website for any reason... ...she may not mind

[gundas]

And frankly if I were her I would kick your butt for posting my email on a website for any reason... ...she may not mind

Thank you sophia, now she wants the healing, but you may just be right about her Higher Self not accepting it, but I will do it anyway.

I didn't mention who she is, no one but myself knows who she is and no one ever will besides me. She did mention her husbands name on the email and she signed it at the bottom but I removed it. Yes she doesn't mind, she is looking for answers.