[DextExexy]

I have been feeling so stressed lately and let down by myself that I have been on a real downer. I can read my cards and have messages that say hold on it'll be ok, keep the faith but it is so difficult. Don't we all have days when we feel like running away and we feel like we are the biggest let down of them all. I've had trouble sleeping and I know that i've been making myself feel ill and inadequate and although there have been times i've felt all will be ok and then I pick up negative vibes and it all falls apart. Well last night I was sitting at my computer and I distinctly heard my old dog shake herself and her collar rattle. Now I thought it's just my imagination and don't be so foolish but then I heard her move again to settle just like she used to. Whenever I was really down or ill she always used to follow me around everywhere and I feel that this was her sign to me yesterday that she's still around. Funny thing is my husband said earlier when we were out I heard you get up in the night just after I came back and as soon as i'd gone back to bed he'd heard the dogs claws on the hall floor just like she used to when she walked down to ask to go out. Well that just says it all for me. Maybe we don't have to feel alone. Say a prayer for me i'd appreciate it.

[nvideoe]

I will say a prayer for you and sounds like you are getting your sign to affirm your feelings about things will be ok. Such a lovely experience thank you for sharing that.

Love and blessings

[StitsVobsaith]

I think that you are picking up on a lot of things that are not your stuff but they are draining you. Are you doing your aura protection when you get up in the morning? It seems to me that your energy is getting sucked out of you before you even get part way through the day.

It made me smile to read of your dog, I still wake in the middle of the night because I can hear our boxer who passed three years ago walking down the hall. I think that they never leave us and I think that you had real confirmation that she was right there and that you were not alone.

Sending you healing and hoping that you feel better soon. Do you get up if you can't sleep and write things down. I find that that helps me if I can out what is going around in my head.

[DextExexy]

Thank you so much for your kind words. I know she was a dog but she was my best friend, she listened when I was down and never judged me. She was my protector too for many years and showed unconditional love and I miss her. I was not perfect and sometimes she would get restless when she saw me tip tapping on my computer late at night and she wanted to sleep and thought I should be tucked up in bed she would let me know by her movements and be quite vocal in her disaproval to so I would be certain to get her message. She was a star.