[Podborodok]

i have a question for those of a pondering mind who don't mind analyzing something i, myself, have been chewing on for several months. some time ago, i was quite persistent in wishing to understand the nature of my "mission". and after meditating for some time i asked my "guides" which i typically refer to as my "soul group" (trivial) to reveal something small to me. i relaxed and entered into the meditative mind and a scene began to play in my mind (felt like a 'vision').

the vision began with me walking the path from the place where i typically parked at my university and i was walking to the building where i tutored etc.. the vision clearly felt like it was pertaining to the future. the first noticable strange phenomenon is that i felt like i was radiating massive amounts of light and that i, in fact, was protruding "wings" composed of light. as i passed "people" i was able to see right inside of them, and felt as though i could reach out and touch them to "send them home" -- that was the feeling. the vision ended shortly after this realization and certainly lasted less than a minute and i was quite shaken.

obviously some of this is highly metephorical (or is it?) but i'm quite curious, after having spent a few months thinking about it, what others see in the description?

thanks,
charles

[CathBraunn]

quite simply, images of school represent experience and learning. taking what you've learned and intuited and assist others that ask for assistance.

experiences such as these are often presented in the simplest way possible.

in my opinion these things shouldn't be overanalysed. too often in today's society we're always attempting to "read between the lines," study body language or think there's something under the surface that we have to uncover that would make the original experience seem fake or less believable. (such as, "it was only a dream...a result of random firings of brain neurons and nothing else")

this is just my opinion. but only you can really determine the meaning of the message. the first impression is usually correct before it all becomes clouded with "logic" and "reason."

[varrozans]

i also had a vision as a child, i'm quite sure it was not a dream. the whole scene is still very fresh in my mind.

i was 7, and one night as i went to bed i had this strange sensation and just couldn't fall asleep.

so as i layed in bed facing the ceiling, from the top left corner of the room suddenly shows up "zooming in" straight onto the carpet next to my bed, this whole "scene" like a circus arena. in the middle there was a tall (about 2.2 - 2.5 meters high) human-like being dressed in a black robe, couldn't see his/her face at all - there was just darkness where the face was supposed to be. i'll call the being as "her" from now on, because i felt it more like a feminin presence, although impressively wise and emotionless.

there was absolutely nothing "wrong" or menacing with this picture, although i was overwhelmed with a mixture of fear and respect never felt before.

around her there was this arena filled with little people, colourfully dressed and very noisy, talking loudly all at the same time.

the tall being raised her arm as in sign that she was going to say something, and the little ones got suddenly quiet. she then "presented" to the public a symbol of a half-moon in her left hand, made of yellow paper it seemed, and said she was going to throw it under my bed. and so she did, and the tiny moon rotated in slow motion right under the bed.
it was strange because it felt like she was talking to the others and somehow ignoring me.

then with her other hand she presented a symbol of a sun, made of the same material, and said she would throw it "there" (pointing towards me). i then tried to react and say "no, i'm not worthy of that" (don't ask me why) only to realise i was paralised and unable to speak. but the yellow paper sun sure made his way rotating in slow motion towards my chest.
i remember thinking "this can't be happening" and feeling almost amused by the situation at this point. it had a "cartoonish" feeling despite the fear i was feeling.
but when the little sun penetrated my sternum it felt like an enormous amount of energy exploded inside me, spreading inside like millions of tiny energy sparks.

immediatly after that the whole "show" just disappeared in a "zoom-out" effect that i later discovered to be just like the way holograms in star wars movies appear and fade-out.

maybe this sounds wacko, lots of people already laughed in my face when hearing it, i'm just hoping maybe some of you have had similar experiences or perhaps are familiar with symbols and the "message" that "they" were obviously trying to give.

oh, this happened in '83 or '84.


thanks, felix.

[leijggigf]

the vision clearly felt like it was pertaining to the future. the first noticable strange phenomenon is that i felt like i was radiating massive amounts of light and that i, in fact, was protruding "wings" composed of light. as i passed "people" i was able to see right inside of them, and felt as though i could reach out and touch them to "send them home" -- that was the feeling.

well... i'm with ceara. what's so "metaphorical' about it?

it is quite logical and possible to walk about the earth with a concious intention to expand your aura/ light body/ energy body for the express purpose of affecting the whole of that around you in a very specific way. i enjoy your wings analogy. if you are concerned about affecting people too strongly, you might try practicing with nature (which can receieve the love of man w/o resistance or pain) until you feel confortable being more expanded in public.

what a beautiful statement "send them home"... i do not really know what you mean by it, but then i do not need to... it is a message for you.

good luck!

much love and peace

darlyne

[fount_pirat]

dear charles,
you are clearly shown what you origins are, as well there are indications of what you are here to do. yes, all messages come in a cryptic form.
i can understand your where shaken, even to the point of anger toward the guides, once you fully realize what and who you are.
read it again, be daring, and ask your friends on the other side. they are your guides for this life, but also your closest friends.

regards detlef

[Jenisoisy]

hi felixnova,
i have read many alein encounter/abduction books and your 'dream' sounds very similar to many of the accounts i have read (and experienced) -i could be completely wrong about this-please do not be afraid of these implications-i am certain that i have had many alein encounters-acutally i have loved many of these beings deeply-in other space-times! it could be a remembering event of the 'veiling'? just my thoughts- sending light and love to you all.....
donna

[Jenisoisy]

dear charles,
i would take this as being on the right path-to learning, helping others-send that love and light! it seemed very postive!
love and light,
donna

[emuffette]

i think that this vision of yours just confirms your role on the earth as a lightworker/wayshower. being that that was the intent of your meditation, the answer would seem fitting. your mission is to help others along their path, which will eventually lead to the light, and remembering who they are.

perhaps you can utilize the university setting to do this somehow, by teaching or mentoring students. since you are already a tutor, maybe there is an individual you are tutoring now who could be interested in "awakening". tread lightly, but that could be a possibility.

the vision is probably also hinting at yet undiscovered psychic and extrasensory abilities. keep up what you're doing, and maybe read up on how to increase your psychic abilities. this can include meditation, learning the tarot, astrology, and numerology.

keep up whatever you're doing! you're in the right place many of us here have that same mission, so keep posting and messaging us!

[NumDusthouh]

heloo eyez and all!

i just finished a groundcourse in mediumship this autumn. we were primarily working with reading persons and getting in contact with deceased realatives etc. as for me i never got any contact with pple who had passed to the other side, but i saw images when meditating and doing psychokinesis that were extremely accurate. when we were sitting togheter in a group (not one to one) we were asked to do the same thing, try to get a message through from a deceased relative or otherwise close person.

i had messages through my classmates one from bob riedel on the forum just prior to his passing, but me myself only had "visions" that semed to be for the collective. the last time i saw a lightbeing standing like a cross, no face but with a strong positive feeling about it. eyes were all around and a "coil" like the ones made from licorice you can eat.

one young woman with a natural skill for channeling told me that the eyes and the coil were common when one's guides were present...i have a hughe "cast-outcomplex" and always find reasons for not being accepted and seen as a threat..not in the beginning, i'm very social, but as soon as i'm trying to succeed or am close to a break-through, i am rejected/sabotage myself.

even now, coming into the spiritual realm a part of me is convinced that i'm not going to be allowed to develop this without hughe resitance and sacrifice. i know the resistance i experience from the outside reflects the resistance i have inside and i'm constantly trying to relate in a new way to correct my own faults and lack of faith. doing a lot of astrology i know my horoscope, and the transits for today perfectly reflect this post.

i'm not asking for advice, just feel thankfulness for having found this post today and the opportunity for me to formulate this dilemma knowing that someone may read it, at least the mods

liliane the transit

[varrozans]

christincook, thank you so much for your answer.
as a matter of fact i've had a very good friend who considered me just what you said, for a very long time, although i still think that was exaggerated. so then the good part is i did manage to lend a helping hand, and will do my best to do so from now on.

thank you for the advice on what i still need, i already feel like i'm making great progress since reading this forum and of course hearing david w. i'll do my best to keep up the good work

[varrozans]

donna thank you for your answer, it did occur to me that this might be the case but i don't know why my mind kept avoiding that thought. the fear, perhaps.

obviously now i feel a lot more comfortable about it, and ready to take a deep breath and go back there and then and find out more.
i'm not as documented/experienced as you are, so i'm not sure what "the veiling" means in an encounter/abduction. on this forum i've only found references to the veiling between 3d incarnations, guess that's not the case though.

thanks, felix.