[newspetty]

its hard for me to come out about this, but its something that's always in the back of my head. i sent david a message on myspace (yeah i know...)asking him cause of my huge interest in metaphysics, this research and et's in general. but i don't expect a reply by any means, so i figured i would ask it here also. with like minded folks of all kinds.

a bit ago, i was meditating and kept asking myself the question, "am i wanderer?". i let this sink into me and meditated on it and got into a trance. time past, this i don't know how long, and i came too. it was hard to open my eyes and come too often how it is coming out of trance. i would say i was meditating for about an hour. i went to bed shortly, figuring i didn't get an answer. while sleeping i became lucid in a dream and once i became lucid my dream went black and i felt myself laying there but didn't get up. i couldn't, i just layed there and i heard a buzzing noise fading in and out. then out of no where it became crystal clear and i heard a large voice projection in my head "we are unable to answer this question at this time, but you are going through an awakening process" i asked who we was, and the buzzing noise came in and it was then lost. i got up and wrote the experience down in my journal. it was an amazing feeling and experience that has left me in joy yet boggled.

and then lately, i have been seeing the infinity symbol. this started when i was at work, im a painter. i zoned out and was staring at the wall. i often go into trance like this out of no where. i will just stare and zone out. as i came too my right hand was moving in my paint tray and it was painting an infinity symbol inside the pan. i chuckled and laughed cause i know the pleiadians often speak of this. about an hour later, i found my self painting it on the wall itself. few hours past, i was texting my girlfriend and as i look up from sitting on the ground to the wall, there is a piece of hair in an infinity formation right on the way. the past 2 days it has been every where.

last night i was having very difficult times sleeping. i was constantly waking up feeling out of place. looked at my clock. 2:22, laughed again. seen i had to miss calls and a voice mail. as i check the voice mail i then had 2 voice mails. as i delete them i look at my phone and there is the formation 777 on the screen. i see this every where also.

i take this to me as a huge awakening. i feel so dislocated yet content. separated from everyone yet one. as i understand the law of one and metaphysical sources to a t as if its home to me. and i always feel one with everything.

i would love to hear peoples opinions about this.

thanks and blessing
-john

[Vzkdgdqx]

in dreams,

you're doing pretty good, keep up the good work, it's clear that you are getting answers to your questions...

one 66

[freevideoandoicsI]

i have had similar experiences for many years and would have loved to have an answer - what the hell is going on? i never got any answers that i could understand, so now, when i have these experiences i just appreciate them and move on. it does no good to drive myself crazy to try to figure it out. actually, to be honest, i still do get freaked out and want to know the answer, but hopefully i will take my own advice and let it be.

the way i see it, it's like trying to get an answer from someone who speaks a different language. the reality we're moving toward is so different from our present conditioning, that there are no words that we understand to describe it. it has to be experienced, and bit by bit, because too much will create overload.

i've had culture shock sometimes when i got to a country that was so different my mind couldn't take it in. one needs to acclimatize slowly and it may take some time. some people literally can't handle it and run screaming back to their own country

some years ago i started seeing hearts everywhere. i couldn't turn around without seeing a heart, until i was so sick of it i wanted it to stop. so what was that all about? still don't have an answer.

awhile back i was sending some music to a friend and i had to register on the music site in order to send it. my registration number came back by email, 666. spooky. so what was that about? haven't got a clue.


not to mention all the 11:11s, 12:12s that pop up on digital clocks. constantly. then there's that extremely loud buzzing noise that suddenly starts, and just as suddenly stops. and the series of faces i see sometimes when i close my eyes.

all i know is that when i get guided to read stuff on the internet, i pay attention, and get blown away a lot of the time, and am grateful that i get one little answer here, another little answer there, and it's all coming together nicely, pieces of the puzzle.

i'm going to ankgor wat this week, so excited. don't know why i'm going except i have a pull. if you get any answers, please post them!

[reaciciomarep]

"we are unable to answer this question at this time, but you are going through an awakening process"

that sounds like something a group consciousness might say. your in good hands if you can contact a source like that.

try some automatic writing/painting, mebe ull get some answers.