[nushentelve]

after listening to dw's latest blog entry

http://divinecosmos.com/index.php?op...=401&itemid=70

i thought i would expand a little on the concept of debugging your mind or modify the program as what was said in that blog made a lot of sense and was articulated in a more understandable manner.

that is the secret to debugging your mind the parent said "you are" and you said "i am"
until you find the exact wording that was said to you as a child you will feel anger because you keep saying in your head i am a horrible person and remember all those feelings that you felt as a child a pounding heart shallow breathing a stinging face. once you have found the memory or incident that occurred in child hood usually 6 years and under you need to forgive it and let it go remember it then forgive it.
the people involved are just another person like you when they were children its most likely a similar event happened to them or even worse there response to that situation was an automation.

its called the reactive mind, in animals its called fight or flight... if you surprise an animal like a horse it will either run away or kick the hell out of you, its a survival instinct a response mechanism that helps the horse survive when confronted by a threat such as a snake or a bear.

there is also a third reaction which i noticed in chickens my dog used to molest them by running them down then mouthing them with out injury a game in the dogs mind but the chickens did not appreciate it.

some of the chickens would run away (flight) one particular chicken would fly at the dogs
face (fight) but there was one that would just give up and squat down (resign)
that particular chicken suffered the most and the dog singled it out after a while and harassed it the most.

this chicken ended up isolating itself from the other chickens and would hide behind the shed making depressing chicken noises like it was depressed .

that last observation resembles depression in humans as a child a person can easily become over whelmed and just giving up and resigning may have been an unavoidable conclusion formed in child hood .

the good news is that as an adult you can trace that feeling of helplessness back to your child hood remember it forgive your self and those involved and move on its just a conclusion you came to as a child, its your mind you can change it if you like .

the people you don't like that upset you and keep coming into your life are just reminding you of a suppressed memory from child hood and believe it or not thats all it is a memory
that you need to remember and forgive and let go.

we as a species are a human animal we are alive and depend on nature for our existence
because we are a part of nature and the universe not separate... that is the illusion or lie we are currently experiencing separateness its not real wake up.

[nushentelve]

the majority of us humans at present are stuck in a disabled mental and emotional state
and the only thing that is really standing in the way of people becoming unstuck is money
and power... as far as i can see those people in such positions of power have enough resources to become self sufficient and not even need money any more, all you need is clean air a balanced diet and some where to live surrounded by loved ones which is actually every human on the planet but money has apparently superseded love in your minds and you are actually slaves to money or to be more specific banks and the people hiding behind them.

all emotions are learned in child hood and when you grow into an adult those feelings you have are nothing more than memories incidents that occurred when you were a child.

to rid your self of unwanted feelings which are basically fears you need to experience the feeling in your body such as frustration or anger, think about some thing that makes you angry once you are feeling it you need to pay attention to where in your body you are feeling it such as your heart and stomach and face and pay attention to your breathing.

then close your eyes and start remembering your childhood you will start to remember all
those incidents that made you angry but your goal is search until you find the incident in
your child hood when you first had those feelings.. it may have been a brother or sister it may have been a parent or some one else.. an example you may having been playing with a sibling and he brakes a vase your parent comes in see's the damage and your brother points at you and your parent slaps you, you try to explain that it was your brother
but by this time your parent is furious your heart is pounding your breathing shallow and fast and your face stings from being slapped you are scared and start crying.

your parent says that was the only thing they had left to remember there mum or dad whom they loved and you broke it 'you are a horrible child' get out of my sight i don't want to look at you.
you run to your room crying and confused as you lay in your bed shaking you recall that
your parent said 'you are a horrible child' and in your mind while you try and make sense of what was said you say to yourself 'i am a horrible child' .

that is the secret to debugging your mind the parent said "you are" and you said "i am"
until you find the exact wording that was said to you as a child you will feel anger because you keep saying in your head i am a horrible person and remember all those feelings that you felt as a child a pounding heart shallow breathing a stinging face.

once you remember the exact wording and recall the event properly you can see that it is a child hood memory a physical incident that happened years ago which you then can let go, you may get emotional and cry that is normal let it go and get on with life.

l&l

[JonnLeejsp]

some would call it opening your heart to your own suffering and then you can open your heart to the world's suffering :-).

[nushentelve]

some would call it privileged information and only give to people whom payed them large amounts of money for it and some would give it to those whom only believe what they have been taught to believe.
i believe it to be open source software that every human can have and use if they so choose with out cost with out conditions... i perceived it i believe it and now it is reality purely because i believe it to be so.

:d

[JonnLeejsp]

some would allow their intuition to kick in at some point in the equation...i perceive things (ie: negative entities, ideas, vibrations) but they do not resonate with my intuition/higher self, i don't believe in them, they are not real vs. i perceive things (ie: love, kindness, hope, faith) and they resonate with my intuition, i believe in them, they are real.

i'm interested to know if you think this image is negative or positive.
http://www.maltavista.net/img/photo/...c_faldetta.jpg

[viagradiscounttt]

frankly, i see nothing to indicate anything decidedly polarized either way; although i'm a little concerned about the woman's close proximity to the manatee.

mark

[JonnLeejsp]

frankly, i see nothing to indicate anything decidedly polarized either way; although i'm a little concerned about the woman's close proximity to the manatee.

mark

now mark, did you have a difficult relationship with your grandmother?

maybe some plastic surgery would appeal to your more humanistic side
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y19...ers34-full.jpg

[viagradiscounttt]

hey...how'd you get a picture of my daughter???

for those who don't get the manatee (sea-lion) ref, look at the shape of the old (wo)man's ? robe. see the silhouette. proximity as in standing beside the manatee. just goes to show, polarity as well as beauty is in the (third) eye of the beholder! forgive my twisted sense of humer

[nushentelve]

i'm interested to know if you think this image is negative or positive.
http://www.maltavista.net/img/photo/...c_faldetta.jpg its neither "my response" to the image could be classified as positive or negative though which would be nothing more than a physical memory or bias that was learned in child hood.

i do agree with the concept though old wrinkly people should wear potato sacks and so should people whom have had plastic surgery to stop children from pointing and staring at them as it results in child abuse.

the parents always smack and reprimand the child for responding the way they do which is pointing staring and asking questions like what the hell is that.. causing the parent to become confused and embarrassed which then responds by smacking the child even though the parent was thinking the exact same thing.

[Fainnamoony]

hmm with the first pic i was initially shocked and a little scared but as i looked at it longer my compassion kicked in and i saw her as "me" as in we are all one and mirror eachother..the second one i felt the same inital emotion but not much after that...interesting

[JonnLeejsp]

hmm with the first pic i was initially shocked and a little scared but as i looked at it longer my compassion kicked in and i saw her as "me" as in we are all one and mirror eachother..the second one i felt the same inital emotion but not much after that...interesting

right on sista!