[mashabox]

hey all!

well, so... here is my first post in this forum.
i have been reading for a while and been wanting to register and start to participate for a while now...
i decided to register today because i got confused today and thought the forum would be a good place to start:

so i was reading this text on the project camelot website that led me to another website that is somehow connected to some community in canada, which is preparing for some doomsday scenario.
they have apparently built an underground "base" of some sort to protect themselves and the community... i haven't actually got to read so much - as i was browsing through pictures of this "base" and as this community is located in canada and as one of my close future plans are moving to canada (and i have been a bit obsessed about canada a lot lately, and about living closer to nature) , well, then i was just thinking to myself something like that maybe i should investigate into this community further and that maybe its good that i wanna move to canada and then i could go to this base - or at least it was a thought similar to that. i also knew i shouldnt get carried away into all this "gloom & doom" and fear issues...
well, just as i was thinking this thought, and i didnt even finsh it - a big black spider came walking next to my laptop! i kind of got startled by it and it kind of scared me for a second and then, i guess it got scared by me and ran away and i couldn't find it anymore!
now, our house is sort of full with spiders, we let them be and as a favor they catch all the mosquitos
but the thing is this spider was of a totally different kind/species. the ones that live our house are those with very thin fragile long legs and a tiny body and the one that i saw today was black and... well like a small tarantula!
and!!! i think i have also seen the same one about three weeks ago - i was cleaning next to the windows and it actually fell on my head!!!

its also funny, because this happened after listening to david's latest radio interview/talk today and there he mensions that whole thing with the tarantula that happened to him.

so yeah, after all this long intro...
i was wondering if any of you have might have a clue or an insight to what this might mean. i was searching a bit about spider totems but i am still confused.my immediate thought was that it means that i should stay away from such "doomy" things but i am not sure if that is all there is to it
and i am not sure if that's what it wants to tell me!
so if any of you have any ideas, i would love to hear them
sorry if my text is a bit confused, this is sort of my state of mind lately.

so i thank you for reading and love to you all.

roi

update:!!!

ok, so i was writing this message yesterday but could not post it yet because i had just registered and wasn't approved yet.
so here i am in the kitchen making myself a sandwich and i was thinking i should check if i can post the message yet.
so i was thinking about the message and then my thoughts wandered to how , when i was a little kid , i thought i felt so different and how i didn't belong and that i knew had a mission on this world and how now i feel a bit lost!
and then! i saw the spider again! i am sure its the same one!
so now i really want to understand!!!

[pushokalex1]

i live on the west coast of british columbia in canada, and i love it here. whenever i travel, as soon as people hear that i am from vancouver, they usually tell me how lucky i am to live where i do. and it is true!!! vancouver truly is a beautiful city, and the surrounding area has some stunning natural habitat.

i quickly looked through my iphoto for a couple pictures to show everyone, and i am not sure on the rules for doing such things, but these are my own pictures, and i distribute them freely.

these are just a few pics that i thought would be a nice way to show people some of my beautiful home

[zlopikanikanza]

wow, life must be hard in bc. lol, those are some stunning photos.

i would interpret the spider like this. at first its something that scares you, but if you look deeper and understand it more then you will discover the truth is not bad at all. aplly that to the doom and gloom stuff an you will realize that it all fits nicely into a well thought out plan, and that youll be ok, after all, the spider has not bit you yet!

[Adimos]

hello roi, i seems when you get insights, the spider appears, almost to confirm or validate, "yes", this is true.

when you ask us for 'clues', don't forget to ask the spider as well. they love to chat and will have an interesting way of telling you, by way of a story.

i was wondering if any of you have might have a clue or an insight to what this might mean. i was searching a bit about spider totems but i am still confused.

from animal speak, t. andrews

spider

keynote: creativity and the weaving of fate

the spider has myth and lore throughout the world. usually its symbolism has been very similar wherever it is used. in india, it was assoc. w/maya, the weaver of illusion. it has connections to the fates in greek mythology and the norns in scandinavian lore---women who would weave, measure and cut the treads of life. to native amer, spider is grandmother the link to the past and the future.

spider teaches you the maintain a balance --between past and future, physcial and spirtual, male and female. spider teaches you that everthing you now do is weaving what you will encounter in the future.

the spider awakens creative sensibilities. it weaves a web of inricate and subtle fabic, as if to remind us that the past always subty influences the present and future. often the web will take a spiral shape, the traditional form of creativity and development. the spider found with the web reminds us that we are the center of our own world.

the cancient mystery schools had one precept inscribed above their portals:
know thyselfs and thous shalt know the universe". spider reminds us that the world is woven around us. we are the keepers and the writers of our own destiny, weaving it like a web by out thoughts, feelings and actions.

the spider is something to be meditated upon: are you moving towards a central goal or are you scattered and going in multiple direction. is everything staying focused? are you becoming too involved and/or self absorbed? are you focusing on others' accomplishments and not on your own? are you developing resentment because of it-- for yourself or them?

spider is the guardian of the ancient languages and alphabets.

more on tarantulas in the book also...

if a spider has come into your life, ask yourself

are you not using your createive opportunities?
are you feeling closed in or stuck as if in a web?
do you need to pay attention to your balance and where you are walking in life?
are others out of balance around you?
do you need to write?
are you inspired to write or draw and not following through?

remember that spider is the keeper of knowledge of the primordial alphabet. spider can teach how to use the written langauage with power and creativity so that your words weave a web around those who would read them....

let us know if the spider expands on his appearance for you. enjoy !

[grudabor]

well, i've just joined and am awaiting approval, my first pos is about new crop circle, but spider , means be creative in a positive way, if your negative you just get caught up in spiders web and someone will have you for dinner! you create your own reality start spinning!

[mashabox]

thanx you guys for your replys!!!
i have seen this spider even once more by the way!
rhonda, i think you are right - i think the spider appears every time to validate something, i have already tried asking him something when i saw him and i will do it again!
also, i guess its true and it has something to do with creativity, because lately i have not been creative/creating at all and this hurts my soul!
i just have to find my new creative way!


and vandance22 - vancouver seems amazing!!! my plan so far involves montreal but i must say that i was reading a bit (and then saw pictures) about vancouver and something there "clicked" it seems very powerfull and amazing over there!
maybe its the rocky mountains? i dunno , i feel like i really want to go there!
i guess i will sooner or later!