[Zptmsemk]

hi everyone,

any feedback on this would be enormously appreciated

i went to have some body/energy work done today. everything was fine until she turned me over on my belly and began to massage my upper back. she stopped right in the area of my heart chakra and placed on had there and one near my lower back. i began to feel intense energy as well as discomfort. i could hear her breathing very har. my mind raced and i felt very negative, sad, etc. all these emotions came out of me although i remained fairly silent. after what felt like several minutes, she stopped and said that i had intense energy there that almost took her breath away. she was ok, breathed through it. she said that it had to be removed or replaced with positive energy. she then asked me if i believe in past lives, which i do. i plan on continuing working with her so she can work on the blockage as well as grounding me.

now for several months i have been practicing kundalini yoga, studying davids work as well as others ect. and have become aware of needing help in these areas and have been actively working on them it was just very shocking to me to have someone else feel it so strongly. i guess i didnt even realize how much it was effecting me. now i m kinda feeling overwhelmed not knowing how to deal with past life issues. i have just started dream work so i hope that helps. it also seems like the issues are even bigger than i thought.

if anyone has advice or been through similar experience please i would love any help i can get!! everyone here has been so loving and welcoming as i am new here, and i send that love right back!!

[enteltcheft]

sounds like whatever you're going through, you're on the right track

i haven't had a similar experience, but i have had non-consensus experiences, like many others. it would be cool to hear more about it though.

:d

[DoctorQuquriramba]

this post is basically directed to allykat, but perhaps others can benefit from its contents.

i, too, have a belief in past lives. a couple dreams i had years ago, i believe were in fact remembrances of past lives. in both of them the contents were indeed sad. however, i think these revealings are not intended to upset us, although they may temporarily. the purpose, i think, is to help us grow past whatever the issue was. the key, imho, is to accept it, forgive it, bless it, release it. if i've done it, then so can anyone.

i've done a few so-called past life regressions, basically hypnosis, through cd's. this isn't something i personally want to get obsessed with, but if i feel moved to, then i would undertake such regressions again. it's been said that from each soul's higher self perspective, all our lives are being lived simultaneously. (one of the cool things about being outside linear time! )
thus, in dreamwork (not constrained by time), one may undertake the work needed to become more balanced/integrated regardless of "when" the issues arose.

in meditation, i sometimes fold my hands in prayer position over my heart. this is typically an "uplifting" experience. there are other times, however, when i feel a pressure/pain in this area. it quickly passes, but can be a bit unnerving (especially considering part of my family's history with heart issues!). is this a blockage, imbalance, etc.? (sorry, i'm not up on all the normally used lingo in these areas). i suppose it could be...er, most likely is. if the heart chakra is the home of unconditional love, then it seems a physical discomfort there would indicate an aspect of myself where i am not being loving. again, it goes back to the never-fails mantra: accept, forgive, bless, release. i hope i do not seem irreverant; i really take this to heart (no pun intended).

i am slowly learning the practice of qigong. (qi=energy; gong=skill/work; sometimes spelled chi kung). through this discipline (and perhaps before starting) my physical body sometimes is literally too hot for some people to touch. i regularly shave my head, and when a certain family member whom i hadn't seen in awhile touched it, he quickly withdrew his hand, his eyes growing wide. my wife has remarked that on colder nights, when she wants to snuggle up with me in bed, she can't, as my body heat is, well, too hot for her to comfortably lie next to me.

i bring up this heat issue to let others - who are experiencing unexpected, unusual, unprecedented physical changes - know that they are not alone. we never are.

peace and love,
doug

[9V4i8xw1]

i wish i knew what to say...
i'v been asking the same questions, i'v been wondering the limits of my own mind bounds lately... i think i believe i everything but my so called reality keeps showing me that i need to step a bit further in believe to see it, i have the sensation that the glimpse we (i am) able to see is so small; other dimensions, astral body, no linear time, vibration universe, unified field, ascension, telepathy, manifestation, point zero, cosmic mind in the divine cosmos....
beautiful words, beautiful dreams, some confusing experiences and a lot of real questions......
i wish i wish i wish, and, for now, i can only put it in motion in my mind, i guess that's a good place to start

big hug

ps- don’t forget to tell us if u understand something!

[Zptmsemk]

thanks everyone

lala, you made me think about what i do understand lol. the more i learn the more i realize its a vast mystery and we aren't capable of understanding it all in this density. like you i am getting snippets that do resonate together as truth for me but i also feel i need more intense experiences. one thing that keeps me going is that is knowing its true, for me at least, even though might not fully get it. anyway you are such a cutie thank you for being so welcoming to me!

that said, i have felt, like crow, that all time is present in this moment. therefore i have come to the understanding that whatever issues i am experiencing in this life are the total of all issues i have ever had to face, bu t can only remember the actual events that have taken place in this life. like many others there has been much pain and abuse this life. it seems maybe because of the changes taking place right now our present lives are 'extra' difficult as well as having the weight of other lives, so we can experience everything we need to then hopefully progress.

ultimately i see it as a blessing . i will do my best to work through this so i can graduate. i pray that we all may do this because i dont want anyone to have to repeat a grade if it can be avoided. not that its 'bad' to have to do that but it would just make me very happy to see lots of us make ascend this time around!!!

[AlissBart]

everything each of you has said in this thread resonates so profoundly with me. i want to know it all, understand it all, do it all, be it all....now.

my sense of arriving so late at this party has been a frustration to me, but in the words of q'uo,"the present moment finds each seeker in the perfect place to receive new information."

allykat said: "like many others there has been much pain and abuse this life. it seems maybe because of the changes taking place right now our present lives are 'extra' difficult as well as having the weight of other lives, so we can experience everything we need to then hopefully progress."

and, i heartily agree. if we've been served some extra helpings of dysfunction and drama in this life, well then, we have had lots of catalyst to create change. and, for that, i have become thankful.

more from q'uo: "in order to stop the wheel of karma in your life...it is necessary to forgive yourself, again and again and again. forgive the thoughts. forgive the other entity. forgive the situation. and most of all, forgive yourself."

i have found these words comforting so wanted to share them with you here.

love and light,
nancy