[Abarricoss]

this morning i awoke and read the deeper "secret", part iv
it mentioned how numbers can be relevant and the car number plate of a woman
i know popped into my head the last three digits of the plate are 911 which stuck out for obvious reasons, i also remembered how 911 has been linked to the card tower so i started to read the meaning of tower in the book i have which says its the disintegration of the old world and the birth of the new within you.

next i drew the equivalent of the card the empress which is actually a picture of gaia on the new card, i was staring at the card when my phone rang which made me jump i answered it and the person on the phone spoke which actually sounded a little garbled and i didn't understand what she said, suddenly i was reminded of a message i received several days earlier while meditating while trying to clear my mind i heard this garbled voice probably several words long which actually scared me and i was unable to continue meditating.

the woman on the phone was the owner of the car with the 911 number plate she also has a foreign accent which makes her a little hard to understand until you concentrate .

i was supposed to attend a presentation for a pendant that emits scalar energy and i was 20 minutes late and they were waiting for me so a little shaken i said i would be there in 20 minutes or so.

all i will say about the pendant is that its energies are in tuned with gai and it has a picture of a crop circle that apparently means the center of the universe .

i was basically surrounded by four woman for the entire day so my antennae were literally hitting the ceiling as the deeper secret was still fresh in my mind i had actually burnt copies of dw's the 2012 enigma and gave them copies i am sure there minds will be blown when they watch it.

the woman doing the presentation was actually a channeler whom was directed by spirit to get involved with pendant and promote it even though in her words she really was not interested in doing so but had done so any way purely because it came from higher guidance.

later we all went out for lunch at a chinese restaurant and i went to the toilet while
the ladies were directed to a table, on my return all 4 woman were sitting next to each other at a large round table, now i found my self feeling uncomfortable because i didn't know which woman i should sit next to so i didn't instead i sat dead center in the middle facing all four woman balance is best i thought.
the woman on my left mentioned my seating arrangement and i stuck my hand out dividing the table saying balance is best and they all looked and smiled.

many things were discussed over lunch which were focused on spiritual development ect and the food and company was enjoyable and after finishing one woman went on her way and the rest of us went back to the place of the presentation.

i had discussed with them earlier about the the deeper secret and told them about my dream and how it related to the higher self and one woman in particular
was very interested as she could relate to what i was saying.

after paying for the pendants it was now 6pm and i thought it was time to leave not that our gracious host wanted us to leave on leaving the woman whom related to my dream asked me back to her house for coffee which i accepted.

on arriving i noticed that her unit kind of resembled the house in my dream it wasn't a rural property it was a complex of about 4 or 5 double story units but it reminded me of the house in my dream.
she proceeded to tell me about her life which involved being raised in an environment of people whom were exposed to war and in a culture where woman
were basically treated like mules and treated like dirt and she even showed me pictures of woman next to men one had a woman carrying a huge load of wood on here back while the man walked next to her holding nothing but a cigarette.

she also told me that she was unable to accept any thing from any one like a gift or money ect as it seemed like if she did they would treat her as dirt as the she would owe them some thing or that it gave them permission to treat her badly.

now if you cant see the connection she does not like males very much and metaphorically speaking because they have treated her like a prostitute and as a result she has not had a relation ship with one for many years she does have a teenage daughter and she is basically from what i could tell her main focus in regards to relationships .

she shared a vivid dream with me which had a man of chinese ethnicity they were
both attending a restaurant or some formal dinner, suddenly his stomach started to grumble which made her feel embarrassed or uncomfortable suddenly they were all seated after which she drew a long hair out of her soup (the end)

i queried her about how she felt when the guys stomach grumbled as she was holding her stomach while telling the story she said it felt like some one was poking her in the stomach with a finger.

long story short i helped her trace this feeling back to when she was 4 years old she had knocked over a drink in the lounge on a coffee table her father had punched her in the stomach she fell back obviously winded gasping for air falling behind her older brother whom was sitting next to her on the lounge she recalled thinking that her brother had done nothing for her in regards to protecting her and she felt that she was more of a man than he was.

all her life she has never liked this brother and basically doesn't speak to him i pointed out that he was just a kid at the time and was probably just as scared as she was, she then laughed and put her hand over her mouth as the penny dropped.
yes she said she remembered him sitting there straight up as stiff as a board frozen petrified, i then said that she was seeing her brother in the present through the eyes of a four year old she nodded in agreement.

i know this has been a long article but this is what actually happened i basically seen a mirror reflection of my self in her but from a female perspective which sends the message home pretty hard that if you think of and treat a female like a piece of dirt in this life time you are basically doing the same thing to your higher self and you will never connect with her until you wake up and treat her with love and respect.

i tried to post this last night but the power cable got knocked out and the laptop went dead while writing it after which i went to bed

[allvideO]

the dream was quite vivid which is why it stuck in my mind any way last night i read the deeper secret which totally blew me away .

http://www.divinecosmos.com/index.ph...=312&itemid=70

but that wasn't the point was it ! that is putting conditions on my higher self or prostituting her and only feeling love and happiness if i get what i want
which is actually ridiculous when you think about it when i could be feeling love and happiness right now by treating my higher self like a madden whom i'm courting no money needed just love acceptance and respect.

i thought i would share this as it ties in with synchronicity and the truth well
my truth any ways

thanks dw i believe the deeper secret to be spot on

l&l

thank you, conundrum...and so glad for you that you are getting to your own truth in a wonderful way!

sooooo...i go read the article of david's that you posted a link for...and i have read alot of david's articles but had not gotten to this one : )

this weekend coming up i just so happen to be going to see john perkins and lynn roberts in northwestern massachusetts and it is going to be a bit of a reunion for me and am looking forward to seeing them again as i went to their advanced shapeshifting workshop in maine last year. a wild and wonderful ride i have been having ...especially since the beginning of 2007 when i took a conscious leap onto the 'other side' of our wonderful spirit and service to others world : )

we do create our own reality : )

and don't you forget it...hahaha!

more and more and more people are re-awakening to this creative force of the heart and tuning in every single day. we are changing the world to love, right now...
by each of our very own intent!

[Abarricoss]

this is bizzare i had a dream several weeks ago which involved me walking into this house which was situated in what looked like a rural type property, inside the house was what i thought to be this fairly ordinary looking woman sitting behind a table counting money i didn't find her very attractive .

i then proceeded to ask this woman for sex as she appeared to be a prostitute
she then just looked at me with an uninterested look on her face and said no that she was finished for the day and that i should leave which explained the money on the table she was counting the days takings.

i walked out of the house or brothel with the feeling of not being very significant or desirable to say the least thinking some thing along the lines that a woman that unattractive should take what she can get and i felt quite put out or at least my ego did.

the dream was quite vivid which is why it stuck in my mind any way last night i read the deeper secret which totally blew me away .

http://www.divinecosmos.com/index.ph...=312&itemid=70

what david has written made so much sense to me as i am currently learning to use tarot cards although they are not the average run of the mill tarot cards they are much much better i will not divulge the author as it will
breach forum rules .

i have been constantly pulling the hierophant which is the old system these cards have a new look and meaning attached to them and hierophant is the old world equivalent .

the meaning i got from the card was that there had been a left and right brain split the left brain (male) had upset the right brain (female) and she has stormed away upset.
now this event has happened in my childhood and has basically molded my personalty and how i have related to people through out my life its also the card that represents the root chakra.

i found the childhood memory and understood what had happened but was
not sure how to remedy the situation although i have been focusing on it then
i had the above weird dream which didn't really make sense to me at the time.

several weeks latter being april 28 last night i read the deeper secret
my jaw almost hit the key board it explained my dream perfectly i have been treating my higher self like a prostitute which is why she has turned from me or lost interest and to be honest what woman wouldn't especially when you look down at her as being an unattractive object for the purpose of self indulgence.

i also got the bit about money as i seen my self receiving a huge amount and then feeling in a state of love and happiness i did actually visualize the parties involved receiving love and good fortune by allowing me to have the money.

but that wasn't the point was it ! that is putting conditions on my higher self
or prostituting her and only feeling love and happiness if i get what i want
which is actually ridiculous when you think about it when i could be feeling love and happiness right now by treating my higher self like a madden whom im courting no money needed just love acceptance and respect.

i also drew the equivalent card of the lovers before writing this which is bizzare in itself and the way i choose a card is by shuffling until one falls
out this card represents kundulini activation.

i thought i would share this as it ties in with synchronicity and the truth well
my truth any ways

thanks dw i believe the deeper secret to be spot on

l&l

[AndyColemants]

i'd like to thank you for getting me to read the deeper secret again, i got a lot out of it the second time around. the issue of money is uncomfortable, and he addresses this is part 3. i don't think i can go into it all right now, it's 5am and i need to go to work, and i hope i can get enough sleep. it's an interesting topic, and hope it gets some responses.

[Lorionasodi]

excellent article, thanks for pointing it out.

[mod note: trying to save bandwidth, we have been asking that short thank you's be pm'd, but since this is about an article of david's and he can't be pm'd, we are allowing this]

[Prosocorneliay]

this interview is awesome. i completely concur with david on this topic. he made some important distinctions.

[doksSirmAdods]

coming across this thread and reading part one of "the deeper 'secret'" was a huge synchronicity for me!!!!! so thank you!!! i had a dream last night that exactly resembled how i have been treating my higher self recently. i learned a lot from reading this article, and it was obviously no accident that i would have my dream last night and read this article today. seriously, everything that occurred around the time of me reading this article left me in tears of joy! thanks again for bringing this up!!!

god bless

[Abarricoss]

this relates to my second post in regards post concerning the four woman and my self sitting at the large round table.

after watching the online video's project camelot i purchased the book about dreams that dw mentions in part 1, the book comes with a cd with guided meditations. after all the above (previous posts) i thought that i would try the cd out to see what would happen.

after i had flown around in my dream space touching the stars ect i become a little disinterested so i basically came back out of it, so i was awake and staring at the ceiling when it came to me .

this was crystal clear in my mind and i was unable to sleep as it kept replaying in my mind the four woman that sat opposite me at the large round table were reflections of my mind, the woman at my left is very attractive and desirable the woman on her left is financially orientated, business properties numbers (math) the woman on her left is a plain girl very quietly spoken and the woman on her left my right is very independent or self sufficient .

now to put this in perspective in life if i am walking down the street and a attractive woman walks by its like theres a magnet attached to my eyes
and the pretty woman
the rest of the world basically disappears if some one was to walk up to me and start talking it would be like hearing a noise in the back ground while i am drooling like homer simpson the person talking hardly even exists as my attention is obviously else where .

now the problem with this is the attractive woman has now been turned into an object of my desire that blinds me or disconnects me from the rest of the world including parts of my self.
now back to reality theres actually a person with intellect and feelings hidden
behind the desire i have created in my mind so in effect i have dehumanized
her by doing so and denied myself the opportunity of even knowing her .

back to the round table, now to put this into context by only focusing on my desire i have either ignored appeared bored or taken for granted (devalued) the other three woman sitting at the table and at the same time i have dehumanized the woman whom has the curse of myself finding her attractive.

on top of that by doing the above i have disconnected from the feminine parts of my self for example i have since childhood found (math) boring
as a result i am basically mathematically dyslexic which basically means any thing to do with numbers was to be avoided at all costs or at least keeping exposure down to the minimum.
as a result i have severely restricted my life as we live in a world of numbers, 'think about it'.

the quiet plain girl with the soft soothing voice would be connected to my intuition she would often be drowned out by the other woman talking over the top of her while she spoke.
in reality she had a very important message to give but in a desire based mind set would most likely be ignored.

several days after meeting with the woman i went to a restaurant for lunch
by myself i was served by a woman whom actually remembered me and was very welcoming she proceeded to help me make a selection in regards to what to order suggesting that i not order garlic bread as the dish already came with bread and i most likely would be full at that stage.
the waitress remembered what coffee i liked as she remembered me also and brought me the coffee, over all the service was exceptional and i enjoyed my meal very much.

as i was paying for the meal preparing to leave the woman whom served me
asked me if i enjoyed the meal i responded (if the food is good i am there)
she looked at me shocked and said and the service.

as i was leaving i could have slapped myself i had just taken them both for granted or in dw's words treated them like a prostitute, the more i wake up the more i see how much i take people for granted woman especially but in the same regard i am starting to see how connected i am to every one else and how important it is to treat them as i myself would like to be treated because it is becoming increasingly clear that if i do it to them i am also doing it to myself .

[Abarricoss]

i am currently reading the law of one book 4 and found a section that pretty much says what i experienced and wrote earlier in this thread, i just thought that i would add it in because it caught my eye and may be of use or interest to others.

however, because of the unique biases of each mind/body/spirit complex
there are sometimes quite simple instances of distortion when there is no
apparent cause for such distortion. let us use the example of the virile and
immature male who meets and speaks clearly with a young female whose
physical form has the appropriate configuration to cause, for this male
entity, the activation of the red-ray sexual arousal.
the words spoken may be upon a simple subject such as naming,
information as to the occupation, and various other common interchanges
of sound vibratory complex. the male entity, however, is using almost all
the available consciousness it possesses in registering the desirability of the
female. such may also be true of the female.
thusly an entire exchange of information may be meaningless because the
actual catalyst is of the body. this is unconsciously controlled and is not a
conscious decision. this example is simplistic.