[avaiftBoara]

hi everyone.

pfew!, changes…………..there is sooooo much going on right now. i know there are a lot of bright souls on these forums and i do have a few questions.

okay, well i’ve mentioned in previous posts that it has been about a year since my “awakening” etc. everything was going just fine, i was feeling fine, got a very interesting new job (still have it and enjoying it) and meeting a lot of interesting people down the road.
all is well, indeed.

but in the last 3 weeks i experience a lot (and i mean a lot) of synchronicities. i’m used to do like 3 things at the same time and what strikes me is this.
suppose i’m working on my computer (reading) with the tv on so i have moving and talking wallpaper. while i’m reading on let’s say stars i hear the word “star” on the tely in a different context. in a split second everything is totally clear and i fully understand as to the why of that particular synchronicity. when that happens and i realize what’s going, i immediately am back “behind my pc” and what i then ‘knew’ is gone.
or when i’m at work and i grab something as simple as a hammer (or any other thing), i will hear the word hammer on the radio or whatever. and this goes on again and again and again, every day, every hour. even right now when i’m writing this.
question: what could this mean? i’ve always understood that synchronicities are there cuz entities are (trying to) communicating with you or are getting a message thru. but what i’m experiencing is utterly incoherent or there are a shipload of messages for me that i just don’t get! this is really bothering me right now and almost steals my thunder k.w.i.m.?
which brings me to the next thingy that’s going on.

negative greetings
since these synchro’s are affecting me i have the feeling that negative forces (my past?) are trying to get some of me. i can still send them away by embracing them with (my newfound) love and light . it’s not really bad and they don’t stand a change but what can they do to my surrounding friends and family?.
i know entities can be instructed to do things here. but can these forces turn to my friends and family or are they solely “my” demons?

thanks a lot for reading this it’s quite a lot i realize that. we’re all in this together anyway so…..yeah well, i’m not the kind of guy who is the help asking type but i could really do with some right now!

light and love for all of you.
jan.

[Sttim]

hi jan
not sure i can help you on the questions re negative greetings but my gut feelings on your synchronicities are that they could confirmations and reminders to tune into yourself. confirmation and that your awakening and the information you are connecting with is real. and reminders to pay attention to it in your day to day life.

do you do any meditation or have quiet time when you can connect with yourself? one of the things i try and do is to simply be aware of the divinity of all things in my day to day life, no matter how mundane, perhaps your experiences are pointing you in that direction? so reminding you to see the divinity in your hammer and the work you do for example.
lorna

[Salliter]

yo jan,

i can relate. there is definitely something amiss going on, and i'm not sure how to define it, or even how to handle it. or, should i even worry about it? hows that for confusion!

i often go back to the mindset of "let it be" or "just be".

i haven't posted in over a month. i don't even know if people are doing the focused meditations or experiments we were doing. i feel like i am letting people down, but i never wanted anyone to depend on me. i'm not any more special than anyone else here...

i also came to the conclusion that i was spending too much time looking outside myself, not within, and was becoming too dependent on this website and forum. while it was certainly nice to contribute, i was missing out on the best parts of life. so, i took a complete break for about 3 weeks, and am only now coming back here to check things out. i don't know if i will ever post like i did, or even read all the material like i used to. i kinda feel like unplugging all together to be honest.

while i can't really provide any answers to your questions, i did write this to try to provide you some comfort. you're not alone in these difficulties, this confusion...

i can offer you this though...

sync's are nice reminders, but i don't get wrapped up in them, looking for them, trying to figure out what they mean, etc. you'll go crazy doing that...

you are stronger than you realize, and if you have the intent to protect yourself and your family from negative entities, then that should be all you need - pure intent. if you fear this can happen, then it very well might... bask in the light of our creator, the one, the all. feel the love fill you, flow through you, to everyone, everything.

all is well, there is nothing to fear. so, i'm not so wrapped up in "saving the world" anymore. but, that doesn't mean we can be complacent, or even worse, indifferent, either... we're here right now for a purpose. to experience, to learn, to love. but don't be afraid to make mistakes and don't live up to someone else's standards. do what you can while enjoying life and experiencing all that you desire.

simply be and enjoy life.

hope this helped, or brought you comfort. if not, thats ok too - someone else can answer. may not even be posted, as i feel this was pretty scattered...

take care jan, and all of you here on the dc forum. i don't know if i'll be coming back or not, but i wanted to at least say bye if not...

peace - art

[mpzoFeJs]

hello to all!

i wanted to hop on and respond to this post because i can totally connect with arts comments. i chased many things for the past couple years. i learned many things about the make up of this world and why we need to come here and be a part of it. in all of this searching and learning, i sacrificed 'love to live'. if i wasn't a mama, mabey i could do the searching and learning my whole life. but, i cant, for it would neglect my family so much. once i get onto a synchronism, i am 'long' gone' away from my human affairs. most of the time, i was able to balance it pretty well, but there were times where i was lost in my own mind-or should i say, the mind of the one. the most beautiful thing i ever found was the unified conciseness and my connection to it.

i feel that i must withdraw now that i am finding the peace in things. i am so thankful for finding the peace for my mind isn't racing as much as it used to. i feel like i lived and breathed my more curious self for a while. i know it was necessary for me to follow my curious thoughts and dreams. i am more dedicated now to going back to the more norm of the human affairs (even though its a brutal world).

i consider every living creature or being my family. i found great things through dreams and synchronism's. my synchronism's ultimately led me back to what i loved to study, which is the human history of god and how our creator has evolved with us and is still evolving with us. this is what brought me peace!

it seems like my synchronism's evolved with me. eventually, it was like my mind was way beyond me. when this happened, i knew i had gone the distance that i was looking for-it showed me how my thoughts are a higher realm-a united way.

art-i was touched by your post. i too have felt the need to 'just be'. but i don't think i could of reached the point of just being without the great info this site brought me. i am amazed at dw drive and love of science. i am amazed at the light that shines from this forum. i send my love to all...

peace to all,
lynette

ps to art-there are no goodbyes-but there are-ill see you agains, even if its in another world/the other side. i do feel like i broke through, even if it was just my little toe that got through i did see the light-thanks to everyone. the most important thing i learned here was how to be 'still and quiet' in my mind.

[avaiftBoara]

thanks for the warm feedback! that's just about what i needed to hear/read. art and butterfriends, your words really resonates within me and it was pretty much what i thought also...thanks a bunch, it really helped!

nevertheless i'd like to give some reactions that might give the reader an idea as to why i have such a hard time with it lately. i'm affraid it's all a bit more complicated.

butterfriends wrote: do you do any meditation or have quiet time when you can connect with yourself? one of the things i try and do is to simply be aware of the divinity of all things in my day to day life, no matter how mundane, perhaps your experiences are pointing you in that direction? so reminding you to see the divinity in your hammer and the work you do for example. yes, i do meditate, on the sinc's themselves also...........the word that hits me most in this quote is "work". within 3 months i have both a new job (that's work) and i am slowly starting to share my 'transformed' inner self with others.(that's work too).
so, yeah i guess you're right about this one now i read it.

bf: not sure i can help you on the questions re negative greetings but my gut feelings on your synchronicities are that they could confirmations and reminders to tune into yourself. well you can be sure allright you did help me with my question. thanks.

art said: i can relate. there is definitely something amiss going on, and i'm not sure how to define it, or even how to handle it . or, should i even worry about it? hows that for confusion! ummmm, yeah, sure i can realate but that's exactly what it is, confusion. and it's not that i want and have to know what every individual sinc means, but there are sooo many

i often go back to the mindset of "let it be" or "just be". know what you mean. same here and still i don't get it (for now).

also came to the conclusion that i was spending too much time looking outside myself, not within, and was becoming too dependent on this website and forum. while it was certainly nice to contribute, i was missing out on the best parts of life. so, i took a complete break for about 3 weeks, and am only now coming back here to check things out. i don't know if i will ever post like i did, or even read all the material like i used to. i kinda feel like unplugging all together to be honest. . thanks for sharing and taking the time to react.awesome, thanks. i'm getting way out of line too here, but that's all good.

all is well, there is nothing to fear. so, i'm not so wrapped up in "saving the world" anymore. but, that doesn't mean we can be complacent, or even worse, indifferent, either... we're here right now for a purpose. to experience, to learn, to love. but don't be afraid to make mistakes and don't live up to someone else's standards. do what you can while enjoying life and experiencing all that you desire. i'm not into saving everything either but my own enthousiasm about the whole change-thing somehow radiates off off me and people notice that. i'm totally fine with that, no bothers and whatever little it is i "know" i'll share if honestly wanted.

it's not that i'm 'really out there' as a result of what's happening, still basically the same old me only more aware of things, more sensitive, positive.
[quote]hope this helped, or brought you comfort. if not, thats ok too - someone else can answer. may not even be posted, as i feel this was pretty scattered...

take care jan, and all of you here on the dc forum. i don't know if i'll be coming back or not, but i wanted to at least say bye if not... thanks again, it did help.
take care too!

light and love
all of you

[Adimos]

hello everyone, it has been an interesting time indeed. much healing internally, i believe is upon us all., if we recognz it or not. i am sensing similar experiences to face and move past.

newborn, i am wondering if the snyc are related to validations of self. i.e., i just got that, i trust it, cool.... i like or i understand ... as if i am aware of the connections that are presenting themselves.

at the sametime, you are getting the opposite, the negative feeling and as i read it, fear of unknown .... feeling of not fully understanding and wanting to turn away from these demons (feelings) rather than face what you are feeling inside (not outside of self) to see what it is and move past it.

when you get these "feelings" of negative energy, see where it is coming from, is it a thought, a feeling and then try and see if you can determine is it really my own "quick" thought that create something that did not feel good ?

if you can catch yourself, don't give any power to these feelings or thoughts that come.... they are you own way of facing parts of yourself that want to heal and come to a closure, i believe....

anyway, hope this makes senses.

hi everyone.

suppose i’m working on my computer (reading) with the tv on so i have moving and talking wallpaper. while i’m reading on let’s say stars i hear the word “star” on the tely in a different context. in a split second everything is totally clear and i fully understand as to the why of that particular synchronicity. when that happens and i realize what’s going, i immediately am back “behind my pc” and what i then ‘knew’ is gone.
or when i’m at work and i grab something as simple as a hammer (or any other thing), i will hear the word hammer on the radio or whatever. and this goes on again and again and again, every day, every hour. even right now when i’m writing this.
question: what could this mean?

negative greetings
since these synchro’s are affecting me i have the feeling that negative forces (my past?) are trying to get some of me. i can still send them away by embracing them with (my newfound) love and light . it’s not really bad and they don’t stand a change but what can they do to my surrounding friends and family?.
i know entities can be instructed to do things here. but can these forces turn to my friends and family or are they solely “my” demons?

light and love for all of you.
jan.

all of you guys are loved so much and i feel all the love in each post that i take in and read. i thank you all, for being here at this site to share both the good and not so pleasant moments of life.

we are here to live, to experience and to give..... with light and love, blessings to all.

[allvideO]

hello to all!

i consider every living creature or being my family. i found great things through dreams and synchronism's. my synchronism's ultimately led me back to what i loved to study, which is the human history of god and how our creator has evolved with us and is still evolving with us. this is what brought me peace!

peace to all,
lynette

hi lynette,

had to bring this out from your post. this is a beautiful feeling that has overcome everything i do recently in a beautiful way. every person to person meeting in my life has blossomed into a feeling of family moreso than ever.
the birds and animals in nature seem to be perking up their intimacy reactions around humans too...being alot less jittery...certainly confirms this beautiful energy surge all around : )
i do my best each new day to consciously see and feel myself as an antenna of cosmic interaction and earthly grounding. boy oh boy...this year of 2008 feels so much like a fulcrum tipping the scale to unconditional love all around : )

namaste,
dan

[AndyColemants]

something i heard awhile back that might relate; when a person dives deep into the ocean, he/she may hit the sand and it goes flying all around, obscuring the view, there's loss of vision and confusion. but if the person just sits still for awhile, the sand will settle back down and vision will be clear again. that image has helped me through times of confusion. it just means i've dived in deep, and have to wait for the confusion to pass, as it will.

also, in listening to david's recent radio interview, i heard him talk about not being able to tolerate doing more than one thing at a time, because he's trained himself to be aware of all background noise, and he can't have his awareness overloaded. i thought that was interesting, and it certainly seems as if you are multitasking. me, i can't multitask, it's way too much for my brain to take on. i can't meditate either, because i can't sit still. but i can allow myself to be guided to doing what's next and getting really really excited because it's always so interesting.

i don't have to analyze, or make effort, or "try" to do anything, because it just comes if i let it. synchronicities are constant, very mind boggling, but they're so much fun. i don't care where they come from, or how they happen, it's enough that my life keeps getting richer and richer. listening to david can bring clarity to the confusion, i presume you are in this forum because of his work. if not, it's still a great place to be, lots of informed, evolved souls sharing their experiences.

[prmnwoks]

larissa, thank you for your insight; that was very well put!

hope this helped, or brought you comfort. if not, thats ok too - someone else can answer. may not even be posted, as i feel this was pretty scattered...

take care jan, and all of you here on the dc forum. i don't know if i'll be coming back or not, but i wanted to at least say bye if not...
peace - art

hi art! it sounds like you're going thru a bit of a rough patch, and i'd like to assure you that this, too, shall pass. every part of nature goes thru some type of cycles and the fact that you're going thru one simply shows us that you're in touch with that aspect of yourself. i am sending you my very highest blessing, and i am asking infinite intelligence to help you enjoy your greatest potential, and i ask the other members here to join me in doing this.

i'd also like to assure you that there's no need to apologize for lack of posting; being scattered; maybe not coming back, etc. we all love you for who you are; not for what you do! and if you never do come back, i'd like to take this opportunity to thank you for all the wisdom you've shared with us and that part of your very essence that you shared with us, which will stay with us forever.

[avaiftBoara]

hi all of you!

first i'd like to thank the people who reacted on my post. so, thanks..

i read the reactions here, let it sink in for a while and meditated over the over abundance of syncro's and other ways of communication.
the outcome was as follows: first it came clear (during meditation) that i'm doing fine on my path and that all is well with me. i shouldn't worry too much and it is okay to take a break from time to time.

secondly i asked why using the television for getting that message thru? ummmm, turned out to be thisexact words) "the only thing you seem to be interested in lately are movies and other passive passtime activities. this was about the only medium to use to get a hold of you" so, that was clear too i guess....so i bought a guitar and amp. last friday, a gift from me to me.(more music, way less tube )


so again, thanks guys.
light and love to you all
jan