[HRS1H7gO]

hello to all,

usually, i can find the creator in others eyes. but yesterday, was not so.

i hate the feeling when i feel i want bad karma to bring someone what they have coming, but oh, those children! they dont need that woman! a small part of me says i need to get involved with foster children. mabey i need to take in a child. i feel i somehow failed these children. i am very disturbed with this.

peace to all,
lynette

holy crap. sorry i didn't reply sooner but i just got back here to read that story. this is the exact same sort of thing that i am dealing with and trying to bring under control.

i also work in a restaurant and every day i see and feel things from people. and so much of it is not pretty.

i am not sure of what the best way to handle this situation but i must tell you that i think what you did is more courageous than what i would have done.

so what is the answer to this? do we allow other people to have their freedom or do we step into, and enter this warfare?

but i think that when it comes to little children, it is just not fair to treat someone like that. someone who has trusted you to take good care of them. they need you for their survival and they cannot simply get away from you like adults can. adults can say, "i have had enough" and just walk away. but children cannot. and it makes them so confused because they don't understand what is going on. and they must sit there and take it. and i think so many children have run away and went out into this very difficult world, without the preparation that they needed and deserved. some of them made it and there is a whole lot that didn't. i think it is up to you and me to show the world how to let a child be free and happy.

and i have also been thinking about adopting. to allow that child to be free to enjoy this life, in the opposite way that was given to me.

peace and love,
foo

one last thing. that mother, in the restaurant, was a child once too. and she needs the same love and forgiveness. maybe everyone needs to be separated for a time and told that we love them.

[ROYMANgo]

i have found that shining pink love and lignt on someone who is in such a bad mood like the "mother" of the children who were being abused in the restaurant really seems to help them to calm down and get into a better mood.

i was abused in this way and then some when i was a child by my adopted parents. i made it through it and became a very compassionate person because of the abuse that i went through. i would never want to go back into my childhood again though, and i am very happy to be done with it. so it would have been very hard on me to have seen those children being treated so badly. but what can one really do in that situation? it sounds like you did enough, litlady.

[DebtDetox]

when i look into the eyes of another person, i see god !

i don't see a different shade of a person
i don't see male or female
i don't see weak or strong
i don't see fat or thin
i don't see anger or bless
i don't see rich or poor
i don't see an enemy and hero
i don't see old or young
i don't see homeless or white collar
i don't see a criminal or victim
i don't see a leader or a ticket sells men
i don't see your label

i see god !

people playing the game as one or another

[HRS1H7gO]

i have found that shining pink love and lignt on someone who is in such a bad mood like the "mother" of the children who were being abused in the restaurant really seems to help them to calm down and get into a better mood.

i was abused in this way and then some when i was a child by my adopted parents. i made it through it and became a very compassionate person because of the abuse that i went through. i would never want to go back into my childhood again though, and i am very happy to be done with it. so it would have been very hard on me to have seen those children being treated so badly. but what can one really do in that situation? it sounds like you did enough, litlady.

yes! great! and we must begin to break this chain reaction. being passed down from generation to generation.

and you have done that.

like ameliejolie, it is the veil that makes us make choices out of fear.

we must pierce this veil.

thanks for telling your story. i do not judge you all.

lets continue to move on the direction of light, truth and understanding.

when i look into the eyes of another person, i see god !

i don't see a different shade of a person
i don't see male or female
i don't see weak or strong
i don't see fat or thin
i don't see anger or bless
i don't see rich or poor
i don't see an enemy and hero
i don't see old or young
i don't see homeless or white collar
i don't see a criminal or victim
i don't see a leader or a ticket sells men
i don't see your label

i see god !

people playing the game as one or another and you know what else that means?

if we are all part of god.

part of one whole.

then guess what?

in the eyes of another human being...

i see myself.



peace to you all

[HRS1H7gO]

when i look in the eyes of another human being...

i want to see acceptance. no matter what race, creed, religion or what. i don't care!

no matter what i have done or what my family has done.

i want you all to know that i feel no resentment to choices that have been made.

this thing has gone so deep, for generations of men/women who have had their life destroyed and were not able to continue on. this thing has been passed down from father to son and mother to daughter for years and years.

i love and accept everyone!

[SpeavaJap]

that is so beautiful foosnik!
i really heard it with my heart
thank you

[toreesi]

right on!
right on!
right on!
right on!
right on!

[HRS1H7gO]

i cannot tell you how much i appreciate your responses.

[citalopram]

well said foosnik ... well said. = )

[mr.supervideogoodfd]

thank you, foosnik, you just made my day.......many blessings.

[Hitfaromarf]

when i look in the eyes of another human being...

i want to see acceptance. no matter what race, creed, religion or what. i don't care!

no matter what i have done or what my family has done.

i want you all to know that i feel no resentment to choices that have been made.

this thing has gone so deep, for generations of men/women who have had their life destroyed and were not able to continue on. this thing has been passed down from father to son and mother to daughter for years and years.

i love and accept everyone!

we dream the same dream, we want the same thing.

[HRS1H7gO]

thank you, thank you, and thank you again.

i love you all.

[DebtDetox]

and that is what it is all about.

truly loving one another.

[HilaryNidierer]

hello to all,

usually, i can find the creator in others eyes. but yesterday, was not so.

once a week i waitress for a little gas money and pocket change. i use this time to get out amongst strangers and always ask the 'one in charge' to bring me people that i can shine a light of love towards. i do get many amazing people, and have had great experiences of sparking a vibe in others of the divine. but, yesterday, there just arent words for the horrible vibes i found in this lady. she came in with 6 children. they all were close in age, i doubt they were all brothers and sisters. i felt a vibe that she had adopted these children or mabey she was a foster parent collecting money on them. she told the children they were not there to eat for them, they were there to eat for her, and she said this very mean. all the children hung their heads while she ordered one appetizer that obviously none of them liked. she told them to shut up several times while gritting her teeth at them and looking down at them with this horrid evil eye. one little boy had glasses, and had trouble sitting still. she asked him what he wanted, he replied he didnt know, she told him that he must be stupid because he wouldnt push his glasses up to read 'through' them and not over them. later a little girl in the group got up to get silver-ware off of another table. she was scolded with the evil look that made her cry. i just couldnt help myself any longer, i went over to the girl and told her it was ok and gave her a hug. i could feel the heat coming from the woman as i did this. i then knelt down beside the children and directed their thoughts onto the tick tack toe paper and began asking them who was the best at tick tack toe.

i couldnt put my finger on the reason, but i felt someone brought this lady and these children to me for a reason. i am thinking about finding out if she is a foster parent or something. i live in a small town and i think i could find out rather easily. i fear for the lives of these children and their spirits. she is damaging their souls. it has had me down ever since. should i of said something more? should i of told her she should respect these children? did i fail at something i was giving a chance at? i want to cry when i wonder where these children are and what they are doing right now.

i hate the feeling when i feel i want bad karma to bring someone what they have coming, but oh, those children! they dont need that woman! a small part of me says i need to get involved with foster children. mabey i need to take in a child. i feel i somehow failed these children. i am very disturbed with this.

peace to all,
lynette

[addyta.org]

lynette, your story touched me. who knows what the right thing to do is? but the fact that you cared, that matters, the fact that you took action and did something, that matters, i am in awe of your compassion. i'm in a situation where i see children abused every day ( i work as an english teacher in a school in korea). the culture here apparently sees nothing wrong with physically punishing the children when they do anything "wrong". i see children hit and humiliated every day. it's hard. i'm no disciplinarian, and quite often my classes degenerate into riots, and the director gets upset with me and tells me i must send the offending kids to him. so i've been doing that as well. sending these poor little innocents to be caned just because i can't keep the class in order. the guilt! i repeat, who knows what the right thing to do is? i would love to be the perfect teacher who keeps the kids so happy that they never act out, but thats not reality. i had similar problems raising my kids, my past has come back to haunt me. do it right this time! how, what? but i love them, even if i can't express it very well. maybe that will count for something.