[gortusbig]

i was listening to a radio show the other day about a woman who has been abducted by aliens on many occasions. as i'm sure you expect, the memories are fuzzy. but one thing she distinctly remembers is that they told her that they are here to help but they will not save us. we have to save ourselves from all of this.

i thought a lot about this and i began to apply it to myself. i have to save myself. i have to forget about being angry at my mother, father and all the people who have wronged me. nobody can do it for me and that is the bottom line.

so what i am trying to say is let go of all the anger and guilt or whatever you might be feeling. you can't control what other people are feeling. just follow your heart and be you no matter who is coming and going from your life.

own it! work it. other people have to take care of their own feelings.

peace,
foo

[if you want a link to the radio show that i was listening to then pm me]

[DebtDetox]

and you are taking control of your life. your strength and will is shining...... wonderful !

[gortusbig]

yes! thanks for noticing, rhonda. finally i am allowing myself to just be me and not feel so much judgment from everywhere else. i have always been a very "unconditional" kind of person, for better or worse. but i have always felt, whether it was only in my own head or not, that other people would only love me if i was this or that or being this way or that way. but now i am letting that go and i am going to be and do whatever i want. :d

i have a fear of abandonment and loneliness but, stangely, that has passed now. now i will just be exactly who i am and attract the people who like me for that.

after just a few days of living this way i can see that i am already doing 500 times better.

cheers,
foo :d