[Rugda]

Whats happenings projectors had a question about something I experienced about 4 or 5 dayz ago. Found myself in the paralysis state for about 12 whole mins. it's never ever lasted this long, then again I had stayed up really late for the past few dayz and had walked about a mile on the afternoon I awoke to the paralysis so it was fairly difficult trying to awake my human body like trying to jump start a dead battery.
Anyway I was trying to hold on to the physical just didn't feel like having any experience
esp. since I had been fasting for about a week in hopes of consulting God about my experiences and his will for them, but the opportunity never presented itself during the 8 day fast. A wk or two later I had the opportunity Im discussing now I wasn't eager to go since I hadn't gone when I was really banking on it. I tried to hold onto the physical cuz I could feel myself being pulled upward I clutched the mattress to my bed with both hands clearly these were not my physical hands i just felt myself doing this I assume this was my astral body I was using even though I could not see these already seperated limbs. I must've passed out during the attempt to stay reintegrated and next thing I know Im traveling I think and in blackness but there was this very breezy cool wind passing through me I could even hear the wind passing around me and through me, then the temperature of the wind began to change and get alil warmer and this is what alerted me, I was already alil on edge about what was happening and what this wind was, when it changed temperature my immediate response was to find the physical and wakeup quick. I didn't feel threaten I just had nothing to identify the wind the temperature the whole experience to so I just bailed.
So question is has anyone else ever felt this breeze this wind? I dont think it's that random force
of wind I've read in albert, and monroe's book that comes and wisp you away to some place out of nowhere. This came before I was even out of the body or maybe when I passed out I had already made the exit and had been out and that same force came for me. The thing that still holds me back from projecting is the fear of the unknown. Knowing that i can't rely on the projection to put me in the same place everytime like in my room, I think about what if I project and I end up in some hellish realm, or somewhere very spooky and frightening, projections are so random how can I get used to being surprised and prepared for the unprepared?

[Allorneadesee]

Robert talks about this- he calls it Astral Wind, Akashic Wind and Akashic Pulse. It's not random, and you always end up in a significant place. Here's the AD Pedia page it's in: viewtopic.php?f=43&t=8164

[Rugda]

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH Man I prob. would've had a profound experience then now im upset.

[Allorneadesee]

Don't be upset. This is something you've done before, you just don't have conscious memory of it. Ask (in meditation) to experience it again, you'd be surprised at the result.