[Immonnaornach]

this is not any ordinary obe, ive had obes before and it didnt feel like this. anyways, ive had this happen to me 2-3 times now over the past few weeks. i just lay there in bed, close my eyes and then just relax and suddenly i just drop out of this world and my body just flies really fast, and the one thing thats running through my mind is "whoa this is really cool and i love it, but its too intense and i feel like i could lose myself and drop out of reality as i know it". the world i saw is similar to the astral world, except i felt someone touching me. last night it happened for the 2nd or 3rd time, and it was sudden, i was nowhere near being asleep.. but then suddenly the whole world went dark and i felt a presence... and this prescence was touching me in a sexual way, and i got scared and i just started flying really fast downwards.. just REALLY fast and intense

and i know this is not an ordinary obe, because ive had numerous obe's for the past 10 years. ive had spontaneous obes, ive had lucid dreams, and ive had many in between's... ive had lucid dreams where i turned it into an obe, ive had times where i was drifting off to sleep and felt vibrations and pulled myself out and then jumped back into my body and thus having a 100% obe experience, and ive also had obes where i got out but then fell asleep along the way.

but the experience i described earlier is COMPLETELY different. i dont know how else to explain it, except its many times more intense, and i really felt like i wouldnt come back if i "let go" and i guess the main difference is how in all the other obe's ive ever had i was always alone. and i would always feel some form of exit from my body (if i was just laying there conciously on my bed) but this new experience ive been getting is different because it happens instantaneously, and the second or third time i actually felt a presence who touched me. im not sure if the presence felt evil or was innocuous, but the entire time i just felt pretty excited and intrigued..but for the first time ever i felt fear of not returning to the physical world. which is weird, because ive been out many times before and not once did i fear not returning.