[Symnunidanimb]

Last night I laid face down in bed early and found myself in strange mindstate. i quickly lost most of my body awareness, and found myself phased into a very unusual situation. I was standing in a circle of 12 humans, all of them were looking at me. I saw many of them very clearly, and did not recognize them.

Anyway, I lost contact with that circle when i felt a presence above and behind me in my bedroom. It glided in and plopped down next to me, lying on her back and it asked "do you remember me? i'm your wife."

That really confused me, because my wife Caroline was alive and awake at her mom's house (out of town - she's gone for the weekend). It's embarrassing how confused i was, thoughts were in my mind like "is she a wife from another life or place?" and "did caroline just die?" and things like that. So I reached out mentally and touched this astral(?)person and she felt very solid. I said "are you Caroline? you're Caroline." She rolled over on her side and said "are you going to leave me?" (but i felt that she meant "do you intend to leave me.").

that confused me again, so i did one more test, feeling her energy and I knew that it was definitely my wife Caroline, without any doubt. I was trying to keep the experience pure, but i was feeling fear that she may have died, and grief in response to the fear. so she said: "will you always love me?" and my heart was saying beautiful things to her, but my mind was a bit of a mess.

She rolled over on top of me, and i felt her intent to embrace me, to hold me close, but at the same time she slipped away.

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about 20 minutes after she "left," i called her cell phone just to hear her voice. she was a live and well in her mom's home, eating some food and working on her laptop. She doesn't know how to project (yet), and i've rarely encountered any projectors or spirits with that level of solidity and mental focus. Looking back, I think she was assisted by a powerful angel, who initiated and ended the experience.

do you guys have any thoughts?

[Dyerryjex]

Did she look younger than IRL to you?
I sometimes dream of my husband leaving me when I'm asleep and he gets up and goes to sleep somewhere else (like if my son wakes up and has leg pains and he stays with him a while or I have a bad cold and he can't sleep with my coughing). I'll wake up all upset about the dream in which he left me and see he's not in his bed-mystery solved.
Maybe this is some sort of version of this- she's not with you, so your subconscious creates the scenario in which she's insecure because you're not there, or you projected to her and her projected double communicated that she missed you, and that's how you perceived it.
Many possibilities here.

[TepSteade]

I agree . And the lower self , higher self , astral doubles etc any and all aspects of self can travel without our conscious knowledge . We are capable of multi location and do not seem to be able to be aware of more than a few of these . You can practice in trance to see how many selves you can project and watch like so many tv screens .

And your wife may be more capable than you or she suspects .

Robert Bruce says many report seeing his Astral Bob while he is awake and not aware of a projection of self .

The ring of 12 around you seems to me to be your monad or it could have been your group soul .

And the wife could look different because she appeared as she did in an earlier life but with the same energy signature so you recall her .

An earlier life may have included you abandoning her or leaving her in some other way . That connection to your monad would test your intentions in this life . Are you faithful , are you constant ? Will you leave again ?

The acts of non love we commit in one life cause karmic debts and lessons for us to repeat until we learn them well .

We can learn about all forms of partnership and romance with a soul partner through countless lives . In some we are the traitor in others the victim until both of us understand that unconditional love is the only way to be happy and that it sucks to have a broken heart . That pain lasts a long time . I think it is supposed to so we can finally figure it out .

[gopsbousperie]

The acts of non love we commit in one life cause karmic debts and lessons for us to repeat until we learn them well .

We can learn about all forms of partnership and romance with a soul partner through countless lives . In some we are the traitor in others the victim until both of us understand that unconditional love is the only way to be happy and that it sucks to have a broken heart . That pain lasts a long time . I think it is supposed to so we can finally figure it out .

This makes a lot of sense to me. Great post