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I'm extremely annoyed right now because I spent my last projection going in and out of my body so I could investigate vibrations. I came up with a three step method to make an exit... But I forgot the second step!
It's becoming increasingly clear to me that vibrations are in fact the manifestation of a resisting force -- they are the result of trying to move when you are still partially in control of your physical body... It's also possible that there are several kinds of vibrations; one that is energetic in nature, and another one that is "kinetic." If so, I have yet to experience the one that is energetic... There has been a major memory quirk in this experience... It looks like I have unintentionally caused myself to automatically forget anything scary. And that is perhaps why I forgot the second step, because I could swear I remember trying to scream after each exit, and I remember seeing something in my bed with me, but I cannot for the life of me remember what it looked like. It's highly possible that whatever-it-was was just a hallucination from the resistance/vibrations, but what I do know is that it disappeared as soon as I ran away from my body. I'll be making affirmations to ensure that I remember everything, hopefully so that the subconscious or external part of me that is removing these details lets me face my fears, if indeed there's some memory erasure going on. So, on to the meat of the experience.. I don't know how many exits I performed, but there were probably between 5 and 10. The first attempt was the longest because I was looking for a way out. First, I tried to get up normally. I was met with severe paralysis, I could rotate in place, but I was pinned to the bed. Then, I just laid on my back and tried to feel for the vibrations. I started seeing this ball, it's hard to describe because it wasn't anything like physical sight... I could see the outlines of something around my bellybutton, like a softball-sized drop of water going upwards. There was an "electric feeling" going through all my body, and I started to concentrate all this electricity into the "ball" there... Nothing happened. The vibrations stayed strong. So then I remembered talking about the vibrations on these boards, and I tried something simple: "shut down" the physical body. That's the first step... You imagine yourself falling asleep, you stop thinking of anything, you just create this feeling of falling backwards and relaxing all muscles at once. It's like an electrical device that goes "whirrrrrrrrr" as it shuts down. Once you're there, the vibrations have died down... And that's where you have to do the second step that I forgot... It was something like a "click" ... Like a switching to something else... But as I said, the memories of that point are very muddy. And the last step is to simply get up. So I got up, walked one step to my bedroom door... Tried to open it, and my hand passed right through the knob (surprised me, because I usually open and close doors without trouble)... So I just walked through the door... It was interesting... Felt like going through a big wall of cotton candy! Behind the door, though, wasn't my living room as I expected to see it... It was the same shape, but it had somebody else's stuff in it! It had this large bookshelf with red and white books, and a green couch... I snapped back to my body and made another attempt... Sink down... Click... And out! It worked like a charm! I had an episode where I got scared and tried to scream, and then snapped back again. I did the method again... A little resistance at first, I had trouble sinking down, but eventually calmed down and it worked. I got up and my dad was in the room... It was very weird... He didn't look like he does now, in fact he looked much younger, with this Beatles haircut and not a single grey hair! I just started laughing at him and he said "you look like you've just seen a ghost..." The comment disturbed me... My dad's still alive... Or at least he was 2 days ago when I talked to him on the phone! Snapped back again, went out again... This time the scenery had changed... I was in a very large house with lots of stairs and rooms... I saw my sister looking at herself in a mirror... I approached her and she turned around... Her face was red, she had rashes all over it, especially around the lower jaw, with a large bruise and a vein bulging out... She used non-verbal communication to tell me that she's been trying to prevent it from happening, but "the creams don't work." Snapped back again, went out again... Still in that large house. My little brother was there this time. He looked like he was happy, running around and playing in that big house... There was also a little girl, I think they were plying tag or hide-and-seek... I went back and had a couple more attempts after that... But everything was going muddier... I had trouble seeing things around me, couldn't seem to walk around, I was basically flashing in and out of sight, skipping around this big house... I eventually lost consciousness and woke up hours later... |
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Thanx for this one. Can't figure out why the vibrations stops and what they really are. Thought it was kundalini (the burning serpent), but
seems not to be. Managed to project into the plane where people are sleeping. Found people and animals in sleeping all over. Tried to awake them by pushing and screaming, they stand there like hypnotized hardly noticing you're there. A lady sleeping on a sofa in a house, pulled her out, she continues sleeping standing uprised on the floor. ![]() because I recognized these people and in real life they are older. Looks like they're in the 20's and in perfect health. Great news is we become young again. ![]() |
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