[sbrpkkl]

Or at least I think I did. (yes I am happy now )

Well

I dreamed that me and some school friends were by force taken to an underground hall. The dream was a bit vague, but the main part I remembered.
We were all put on chairs to listen to a man. I was angry because I don't like being forced to listen and to watch. I detested this man. He started talking. He held a whole story, and at the end he said 'Now you are gonna sign this petition'. He said it was a petition against that mentality of yours!. "That mentality of dicipline-less living, and of putting things ahead of you."(Or at least that was what I can remember) while he held out a copy of a paper.
I was still angry, but a part of me realised hey, this is actually not a bad idea, this guy is doing good! and then I thought about CF's tread of abduction dreams and grey entities and said in myself 'Get me outta here!' in myself. Blam! Back awake in my room with heavy vibrations. I was scared, but persisted. I saw something white in the distance. I concentrated on it and the white formed lines. Then I saw a whole series of cartoon figures rushing by. It stopped at a figure of a man with dark hair, beard and sunglasses.
The next thing I saw was an enormous yacht, sailing on a calm sea. There was a low sun lighting everything in a beautiful reddish glow. I flew down from the sky and saw, on the bridge, a man with a suit and dark hair+ bear and sunglasses. (I now realise that this man looked VERY similar to the picture I saw before phasing out)
On the other end of the deck was an army. An army of myself. And the captain said (I remember only the meaning, not the exact words) "Now go defeat the part of yourself that you are enslaved by".
Then I was back, wide awake in my room to record this experience.

Phew. I think I definetly phased back there. The sudden vibrations (which I have had before, but this time I stayed conscious) Seeing something behind my closed eyes... And just the general feeling that was WAY different than that of the dream I had before.
It all looks very simbolical. They were trying to teach me something! Afterwards it really felt like a milestone. The feeling became less over time, but I couldn't cath sleep for 2,5 hours after that!
thats it!

Martin

[bettingonosports]

Well, my first interpretation would be that you're rebelling against 'conventional' thinking, even though you value it. The way I see it, the part of you that is in charge of linear 'logical' thinking is rebelling and trying to take control (as it should, I might add, being the part that does this sort of thing) of your thinking, but the emotional/intuitive side of you is winning, I think. Ideally, both parts will find a way to coexist peacefully.
And yes, I do believe you phased into a learning environment.
Interesting, my dear Watson....

[sbrpkkl]

Yeah, that explanation suits me well. Anyways, the best part of it was I think knowing that 'it' is really possible, that I have done it myself and that I have not wasted the past few months looking up on AD . I think we all go trough belief problems at some point, but it is like korpo stated: it's not a matter of belief, but a matter of learning how to do it and then to do it yourself. I do not think that this was particularly 'out of body', but more into my own mind, but thats more than enough for me for now. Looking forward to the night...

Martin

[orerviche]

I know how you feel. My first Out-of-Body Experience wasn't very extensive, but it was intense and it filled me with a sense of purpose.