[Ecurrexchangess]

Hello.
Just wanted to first express some gratitude to the forum for existing. It's nice to have a place to bounce out these thoughts.

Last night, I listened to some hemisync and did energy work, it was a good session. I went to bed and slept for a good 8-9 hrs... then I found myself slowly waking up in the morning, feeling very relaxed.

As I was lying there, half-awake, drowsing comfortably, I relaxed into the sensation... I could see the bedroom around me, it just felt like a normal, lovely relaxing sunny morning.

Suddenly, something JUMPED on top of me. Something I couldn't see.

But moreso, it didn't land on top of me... something had jumped INSIDE of me!!!!

My heart chakra surged hard.

It was such a shocking sensation that I came jolting full awake, my heart beating wildly. If I didn't know better, I would have said that the feeling was like being possessed. It is NOT fun having something invisible and fairly large come smashing down inside of you. That "jump inside you / integrate with you" feeling is extremely visceral.

My best guess, with the heart chakra surge, is that I had an OBE, came back and had a pretty hard re-entry. Hard enough to really stun my physical side, which retained the stronger set of memories. Who knows, maybe I came back and found my body too deeply asleep, was frustrated and kept trying for entry, wasn't succeeding... and the moment my body came awake, I didn't want to miss it and went leaping in at the first opportunity, scaring the BEJEEZERS out of my poor physical self.

The only dream fragments I retained was being somewhere where I was doing some kind of energy attunement and when I successfully activated each "level", my skin would glow the same color in response. It was quite fun.

What was not fun was being woken up like that. OMG.

[CedssypeEdids]

Had something quite similar last year.

I woke in the middle of the night to "feel" a presence in the room. Like an energy ray scanning, don't ask me why I thought that. The presence moved straight through the room, and I hoped it would ignore me, but it stopped over, me heart started racing, I felt an energy surge, I was frightened.

Suddenly I realised I had heard, while the presence came closer, the alarm clock on the window sill tick louder and louder. I had actually had a mind split and heard with my energetic body, which moved home. That came as such a relief!

So it seems to happen sometimes that we perceive the reentry from "the other side" and this can be quite confusing and somewhat frightening, too, I'd say.

Take good care,
Oliver

[bettingonosports]

I can report the opposite- Feeling exit sensations, feeling the rush, having astral sight, and feeling a whoosh fly right out of me and seeing 'energy sparkles' leave me and all exit sensations- watching my energy body go out and leave my conscious awareness behind. Grrr!

[unioneserry]

So it seems to happen sometimes that we perceive the reentry from "the other side" and this can be quite confusing and somewhat frightening Yes, had the same problem for years. Especially before i was ever aware of a successful exit. Energy-body Rush, feels like heavy-adredaline, goes hand in hand with paralysis, alot of the time. And of course, that 'ominous' presence in the room. Like it is hovering right over you, large and menacing, verrry scary. even now that i have a good lock on mind/split theory and being afraid of your projected double, etc,,, I still am sometimes very frightened and aware of the same problem...

[CedssypeEdids]

I can report the opposite- Feeling exit sensations, feeling the rush, having astral sight, and feeling a whoosh fly right out of me and seeing 'energy sparkles' leave me and all exit sensations- watching my energy body go out and leave my conscious awareness behind. Grrr!

Hehe, I know. That's frustrating, too!

I once felt a wonderful energetic light body of particles leave me swirl up and fly away, like a dance of candle flames in a gust of wind. And that part of my consciousness just left me behind and had all the fun! Grrr indeed!

Oliver

[Ecurrexchangess]

LOL. You guys are giving me mental images of yourselves grabbing at the sparkly tails of your projecting selves, going "Waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit for me!!!!!!"

I guess I can thank my stars that the approach was such a sudden one.. I didn't even have time to feel that telltale "ominous presence" lurky feeling. It was just, come slowly towards waking, dim awareness, then BAM!!!!! Like whatever it was was waiting for just that first moment of awareness to jump right into the pool without even stopping to wade in. I think it's much lovelier to feel from the other side... like dissolving into a fizzy bath.

More oddness last night, felt like I got put through the washing machine... or maybe like a piece of driftwood on the ocean floor being battered by waves. I came to awareness from deep sleep, floating somewhere near my body, struggling. Realizing what was happening, I tried to calmly glide away from my body, sort of a backwards swan dive... and I just kept floating backwards down into black nothingness. Back in body, this time floating as if dragged to the right. Back in body, then feeling as if little imp-like hands were pulling me down and out of my body to the lower left. This went on for about an hour or so.. an hour of spinning / floating / being dragged / being pulled around over my bed in the dark bedroom. LOL! Drift off to sleep... float out to the right. Drift off to sleep... get pulled out to the left. Drift off to sleep.. getting dizzy, drifting somewhere towards my fiance'. I was pretty calm-passive-observer about it all, considering how unaware and sleepy I was. I think it helps to maintain an attitude in conscious life, because I had decided recently to be more of a detached observer even about overwhelming dynamic astral events if I could, and it reflected into my more unconscious self which had no idea where it was or what it was doing, only that it was dark and it was being pulled around a lot. "Ah well, might as well go with it." This was incredibly helpful in making what could have been a scary thing into .. just an event.

Can't recommend hemisync enough for inducing these kinds of events. Two in one week, from three nights of listening to condition C in Journeys before bedtime.

[CedssypeEdids]

Astral spin cycle!

Oliver

[unioneserry]

Astral spin cycle! hahahahaha LOL.... THAT IS FUNNY...

Can't recommend hemisync enough for inducing these kinds of events. Two in one week, from three nights of listening to condition C in Journeys before bedtime. Copy that!!! somehow i am now convinced to try BWGen... I have pretty good luck and frequency of exit events, I just don't have ANY luck INDUCING the conditions to project... I will try something NEW for a change,,, Pun intended...